Dunce Of My School

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Espae

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Maybe if I stopped to think of my feats, I'd appreciate what I've become
But I work, and I work, and I fail, and I fall, and I stretch so thin reaching the sun
Why can't I sleep tonight? Why can't I focus right? None of my grades have been high
No one likes listening to blatant blistering of self-hatred, but I try

I wish I had brains and the drive to attain all these good grades and stickers and stars
I'm so goddamn jealous of those overzealous with a steel resolve to go far
They'll rise to the top and not want to stop, and then they will grasp at the sky
And I'll be down on the ground hoping something they found will fall its way back down to me

Am I wrong for wanting to fly
Is it bad to hope when there's no reason why
It scares me to think that a child could be
Everything that I wish I could be
So God help me I will find
Success as I am blind
Or I will die as I'm trying

Being pragmatic is not very hard if you always hate just who you are
Yet I tell myself that I'll get better eventually, but then again, when is that
Why do I hate myself? Why do I love myself? I pour this into my art
But then again, I'll be losing my head trying to win, so why even start

Am I wrong for wanting to fly
Is it bad to hope when there's no reason why
It scares me to think that a child could be
Everything that I wish I could be
So God help me I will find
Success as I am blind
Or I will die as I'm trying

I try again
I die again
I try again
I'm lost again
I try again
I die again
I try again
F*ck my life

Am I wrong for wanting to fly
Is it bad to hope when there's no reason why
It scares me to think that a child could be
Everything that I wish I could be
So God help me I will find
Success as I am blind
Or I will die as I'm trying

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