You Were There
Deshaun Jeremiah
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When I isolated, it was just a way of saving me from the thought I was different Till I made it normal and I paid for it, cause ain't nothing worse than the distance Couldn't keep it together the little kid, it made it all worse when the family split Cause identity issues hit different when I couldn't blend in with either I never fit, I remember reunions with Sejon and Jordan I tried so hard just to go for a swim These were the people who knew me best I just couldn't get it ain't work out with them I remember trying to be with cousins and crying Deep down I just felt like I didn't belong My confirmation was outside of my blood I still didn't make it, my feelings weren't wrong I remember sitting in my bedroom and thinking if I left then I was disturbing the peace All I wanted was to pour into people, but nobody would ever listen to me So a quiet voice made a silent noise I was holding in pain, holding in loneliness I didn't know how to handle it Most of my life I spent searching to find a release Then the enemy stepped in The symptoms of loneliness, I could just fix it with sin Heaviness in me decided that I wasn't gonna make it out of what I was in But God you were there, when I didn't ask I wasn't looking for saving, I thought that my life was just this And my addiction prepared to just let it all end God I wasn't ready for change, remember it like it was yesterday This was a moment when I was enjoying my time From here my life was never the same I remember her calling me into her room For weeks I had dreams that of that day on replay That was the first time that anyone saw me For more than "a kid who has nothing to say" Over and over and over and over I thought it was good but it ruined my brain I was too little to get it I went to my classmates and thought that we're feeling the same I remember I was so perverted that I couldn't look at a woman the same And I was too little, my teacher pulled me out of class And she told me I needed to change I never wanted to hurt anybody I just thought that this was a regular thing My addiction wasn't regular It was attention from women who called my name I remember when I found a site All that I did was send her the money Yeah it was transactional but I was finally wanted And it was worth all of the shame God all of those years, I think it was seven I went to the women and ain't seek your face Repentance was only for me, I used your word to abuse your grace I knew it was wrong, I thought of myself as a monster People ain't for sale but I bought them I sometimes considered that my God was angry at me So I hid from his place But God you were there When I was broken and when I was lost I ain't deserve it, you looked at my flaws You said that you loved me through it all God you were there God I was tainted and that was contagious I hurt your daughters, I ain't wanna say it And you still decided to bless me God you were there I never looked at my life as worth it God you were there Even though I just didn't deserve it God you were there Took my pain and turned it to triumph I'm humbled and willing to follow whatever you have It's all by your design God you were there You brought the light in me out of my darkness God you were there You gave me a reason to live and a spark God you were there God you see me as your child You loved me through all my ups and downs God I thank you that I'm found God you were there Amen
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