November

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There are days when I cannot speak
Days when the hours feel like weeks
And the months like moments in-between
Like a movie scene I've already seen
And I've forgotten to remember
The month of November
And December will be the same
My brain is a daisy-chain of shame
Ripped apart by a hurricane

It took me years to know
That what I plant is what will grow
So I planted flowers where my fears would grow
And I left them to fight for light
In the tangled weeds
Strangled by the need to be needed
They almost succeeded
But a new fear arose
And it knows how to make me dance
And it knows how I love to dance
Yes it knows I love to dance

I can't understand
How time flows around me
Yes it flows around me
It will surround me, drown me
Completely confound me
Found me

I crave movement in the moment
When I need to be still
And I still need reminders to pay my bills
I fidget and I fiddle and I forget my plans
I lose my keys and I flap my hands
Got my head in the clouds
Get lost in a crowd
I can't hear you speak cause the fridge is too loud
Take the tags off my clothes
Cause everyone knows
Touch me wrong and my head explodes

I can't follow a train of thought
Cause my thoughts don't follow a track
They're distracted by everything
And everything is always on my mind
Except for the one thing I'm trying to find
And I get no sleep cause I can't count sheep
I keep my worries in the bags under my eyes
And I cover them with glitter
I cover them with glitter

I can't understand
How time flows around me
Yes it flows around me
It will surround me, drown me
Completely confound me
Found me

I can't understand
How time flows around me
Yes it flows around me
It will surround me, drown me
Completely confound me
Found me

But I found me
I found me
I found me
I found me
But I found me

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