In My Mind (feat. Rysk Framtiden)

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In my mind
I don't know what I'm looking to find but
It's alright
As Long as i got you by my side
In my head
Remembering all the thing I/you said
Once again
& once it starts it spreads

Feeling like a f*ck up, feeling like I am not enough
Feeling like without me, it wouldn't be rough
Knowing that it's my fault, tears hit the asphalt
Shutting down my brain because that is the default
Only when it matters, not broken, shattered
Fighting off the urges to make my brain splatter
Thinking I can't explain, not trying to spread the pain
If I keep it inside I'll still hear you moan my name
Everyone makes mistakes, how much can I take
Self destructive patterns pushing me to my fucking break
Trying to make it better, I'll fucking do whatever
But it's hard carrying us while under the weather
I want to be your man, I love you understand
You sticking around wasn't a part of the plan
All of the others left, that makes you the best
But I took it for granted & need to restart the quest

In my mind
I don't know what I'm looking to find but
It's alright
As Long as i got you by my side
In my head
Remembering all the thing I/you said
Once again
& once it starts it spreads

I'm waking up to your calls, just to hear you ball
Do you feel my pain? Yes I feel it all
I thought we were okay, must've been the other way
You can't sleep & its because of my mistakes
My actions effect us both, will you hear my oath
If you give me the time, you will see the growth
That I can be anything, i can be everything
But my words to you, they mean a damn thing
I've lost all my value, 'cause I didn't stay true
Instead of doing all the things I was supposed to
I was just surviving a day at a time
Instead of putting you first inside of my mind
Now that it's over, it's hard staying sober
Running out luck with no 4 leaf clovers
I toss & turn, got energy to burn
Just want you to see the lessons learned

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