Thank God I Don't Have a Drug Dealer

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Bruise on my knuckles
From lying in my bed mourning
Please don't hate me, for choosing myself
For the first time in my life

I want to fall
Into a k-hole
Motion Picture Soundtrack
Playing on repeat
But I don't know where to get any
Mom and Dad, why'd you have to do such a good job on me

The overwhelming fear
Fear of numbness
Swallowing me again
I wish you'd swallow me again, chew me up, spit me out and have your way with me
Like you always do
Like you always did
And I could be happy in this dream for a couple weeks
At least
But I know that you fucking kill me

And I know that you'd kill me
Faster than I could myself
And I wish that I'd let you fucking kill me already

And I don't wanna write
About you anymore
But you consume me

But you consume me

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