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Squiddy

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All of my shitty mistakes and the way that I pick myself up just make me
Who I am and who I want to be
I'm the alpha, bet like a to z
But I'm too lazy and I wanna sleep
Until there's something deeper than the same repeating days
I wanna take the easy way
I'm stuck in leaky caves
I'm stuck in squiddy's gaze
I get plenty plays
But I still get upset
Empty cavity chest
Think I'll move out west
And run away from these messes
So back to front, I'm gonna keep on resting
Rolling a blunt so I can stop my festering
I keep having all these shitty days
That's why I'm always choking in this haze
It's true my real life stories would amaze you
But I won't tell em, no way, no how
All you need to know is I'm okay
I won't let it put me in my grave just yet
Trauma still lingers, I still feel some way
Gotta let it out
It's about time I quit the pouting
Time to turn this shitty life around
But it's hard when everybody puts you down
I feel like a clown, oh wow not now
Saying hi to voices in my head
I won't let em take me just yet
Listen to the things I said
I'm blasting loud music instead
I keep em down yea
No more fucking around yea
Dogs outta the pound yea
Weed by the ounces
Wild tigress pounces
Cuties lifting blouses
Cheesy lil mouses
Stealing your allowances
See me walk by like wowzers
Looking like I work for bowser
F*ck it I won't work for you now sir
Cursing you out til my mouth hurts
At the point of giving no more fucks
Sick of all these vultures tryna pluck
Woah there Squiddy your life really sucks
Nah fam I just like to f*ck it up
All these phonies tryna fill up their cup
No more bullshit baby I've just had enough
Ima stick to my euphoric drugs
I just want your love
I keep having all these shitty days
That's why I'm always choking in this haze
It's true my real life stories would amaze you
But I won't tell em, no way, no how
All you need to know is I'm okay
I won't let it put me in my grave just yet
Trauma still lingers, I still feel some way
Gotta let it out
My eyes feel like a water spout
I know you can't hear it now
But I promise you internally I scream and shout
I got the message
From the things you never said
I'll never get it
That's the one thing I dread
I keep having all these shitty days
That's why I'm always choking in this haze
It's true my real life stories would amaze you
But I won't tell em, no way, no how
All you need to know is I'm okay
I won't let it put me in my grave just yet
Trauma still lingers, I still feel some way
Gotta let it out

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