Pity Party

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Haley Faye Rosenthal

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I was a broken down girl in a trauma filled world
Kids at school saw me as dirt
Teachers ignored the state I was in
Everything changed when I got sick
The rumors and lies turned to flowers and smiles
Hospital visits with red villain eyes
They all pretended to be my friend
Following a fucked up little trend

Don't wanna throw a pity party
But I wish that I could hug the old me
The body that's left from getting kidnapped's
A shell of the girl I'll never get back
I'm losing inspiration
Fighting for motivation
I always say don't live in the past
But just for a moment
Let me be sad

I can't even forgive and forget
How they held my hand on my death bed
All of them tried to calm their conscious
Thinking back now, it makes me nauseous
I wasn't an angel, just wanted to fit
Fit in with all of the other kids
They spread their gossip like wildfire
Didn't think I'd turn out a survivor

Don't wanna throw a pity party
But I wish that I could hug the old me
The body that's left from getting kidnapped's
A shell of the girl I'll never get back
I'm losing inspiration
Fighting for motivation
I always say don't live in the past
But just for a moment
Let me be sad

Hospital rooms of empty faces
Trapped in hollow places
Tried and failed to turn the chapter
Rip the pages
They all chose their egos
Over being real
So my screams wouldn't echo
In their heads like a ghost
My ghost

Don't wanna throw a pity party
But I wish that I could hug the old me
The body that's left from getting kidnapped's
A shell of the girl I'll never get back
I'm losing inspiration
Fighting for motivation
I always say don't live in the past
But just for a moment
Let me be sad

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