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Got lots of thoughts on my mind
Coming on back it's time to rhyme
Thinking of shit about what I've done
My hearts real broke from what they caused
I don't even know what's right from wrong
It's like sometimes they did it for fun
Even though I don't make smart choices
I'm just tryna run from the other voices
Didn't wanna f*ck her so she beat me
Get me begging on my hands and knees
No matter how much I just sat and cried
She would be there filling me with lies
Trusted each other we had a strong bond
But now I'm over here venting in my songs
The past is the past just gotta let it go
Breathe in Ashton let's take it real slow
Time for me to rap my heart away
Hear my voice so you'll feel my pain
Called you my bunny but died in the bed
Our love always just felt like a dead end
I said you didn't care and it really showed
Now ya shoving lies right down these kids throats
I fucked up yeah but at least that I said it
Losing my mind can't just forget it
Tore up my heart dumb as f*ck
Shattered so much, it's all your fault
Thinking of you it'll always last
It's like we're just reliving the past
You changed so much so what do I do
Let you do drugs while I stay with the crew
When I was angry you misunderstood
And now looking at us tearing at our roots
Some of these girls just spreading words
And just tell their friends I'm shitty or a perv
It's so much drama there's never no truth
Shoot me in the head John Wilkes Booth
Always so clingy and crying so much
Made me feel bad, like I was never enough
Heart pumping fast from all this energy
In my bedroom sipping all this Hennessy
Crazy as f*ck it's just ADHD
Got no tears kuz I made a sea
But what does it matter it's over now
No coming back don't want ya around
And now you're here doing weed and pills
One day it's just gonna shoot and kill
The gap that you just made feel wider
Yet I'm still being called a liar
Trust in you, and now it's gone
This pain just be feeling too long
Look at me and what I say
Don't give a f*ck if ya go or stay
I'm tired of shit so gotta stay high
Wipe this blood keep my hands dry
I got my friends it ain't over yet
Now let's go hit that button reset
My futures bright not sad no more
Ain't no one out here ain't keeping score
Smile stays on not coming off
There's love all around can't get lost
Stubborn as f*ck just like a tick
Their heart be real small like The Grinch
I wish I could've just left much sooner
And now they thinking that I'm a loser
I'm really stupid guess I failed again
To think they could just be forgiven
I wanna be safe can't fall down
Get back up and wipe my frown
No matter what anyone wants to say
I ain't gonna be playing all these games
The past is the past reduced to atoms
Moving thru the dark like a phantom
Don't worry bout me I'll be okay
Got no more pain that wants to stay
Always have my bros forever and ever
Ashes to ashes burn in the nether
But I'll come back never really gone
Fighting through scars just like I'm Spawn
And just because my heart is shattered
I'll fix it up and climb up the ladder

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