Coffee Break

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Meblu

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I'm out of breath, I'm out of time
Yes, I'm doing fine
Staring at these pieces I call life and all I do is cry
F*ck you, I've been here a lot longer, but this time
I fell like I'm building my own prison with these fists, I
Can't believe I'm saying this, but maybe he's been playing you
Aiming at your heart, pulling the trigger to his favourite tune
I don't really know, what the f*ck I got to say to you
Maybe stop blaming him for all the pain and this fatal mood
I probably haven't told you this, but I've been alone for 2 years
And I'm aching for a partner to share my life with and old tears
Baby, lately I've maybe been filled with hatred for the fear
That I'll die alone in this grave by trying to steer clear
Of confrontation, I'm blaming myself for this failure
Trying to take it all in and not showing myself, I'm your saviour
Not mine, I'm not going for "happily ever after"
All I'm going for is fine and trying to spread some laughter
Well, yeah, maybe less laughter and more desparation
And yeah, maybe less fine and more trying to stop the aching
This time I'm laying my heart in this castle full of memories
Of all the things we got to do, before he told me to let it be
He's laughing at me from the other side of the mirror
Telling me about a hundred different ways to kill her
Boy oh boy, please, baby, don't leave me here
I'm crashing now and all I can feel is fear
Look, no, no, no, it's not about you. It's, I
No, I don't know what it's about
I can't fucking think right now, I
No, this doesn't mean I don't fucking love you
Please, please believe me
It means, ehm, I don't know
I don't know what the f*ck it means
Sorry, sorry. Look, I can't do this right now
Intrusive thoughts creeping up on me after dinner
Maybe I don't love her and maybe I'm a sinner
Because I never loved her, of course I'm a liar
And of course I would lose control, of course I would tie her
To the chair in the basement, that nobody sees
And of course I'll laugh at her when she struggles to breathe
Because I'm a monster now, who's just trying to please
The thoughts in his head, that he knows he can't release
I'll be honest with you, maybe I need some help
I never knew what I wanted and never knew what I felt
Never knew how to deal with the thoughts in my head
That were too horrifying to think and too disturbing to be said
My bad, I guess this should be your cue to leave me
Don't worry, I'm thinking of leaving this world this evening
It's not about you or me, my thoughts or him
It's just about the fact that I'm too tired to swim

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