NeverDreamingLivingLife

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J.D.L & Jmar

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(Jmar, I miss you)
(Jesse)
I get these butterflies
All of these sleepless night where
I cannot not fantasize a
Bout you right by my side I
Fucked up so many times I
Cannot do nothing right
Look in the mirror I
Don't recognize those eyes
I been here before
And all this shit lookin' familiar but I'm hittin' a brand new low
I hate what I see in the mirror but he's staring right into my soul
He's pickin' apart my weaknesses kickin' me down to the floor
Trust me I know
I'm always engaging in actions I know they I know they ain't ever been good for my self
And sometimes I think about my generation and all of the shit that we do to our health
We always try to just keep it inside but really want to just call out for help
The two things that I ever wanted to do was do good by my mama and good by myself
I got this pain in my heart it's hard to ignore it
200 the dash say f*ck it we floor it
You know I ain't really worried 'bout life
Wake up in the ER like six in the morning
They saying I got in a car crash
And they sayin' that I'm livin' too fast
I know this ain't gon' be my last, I'll probably revisit once a couple months pass
I'm trying to be fine
I've had sleepless days and nights
Always putting up a fight
Neverdreaminglivinglife
Never thinking roll the dice
Always gotta pay the price
I been holding on for life
No fear just out of spite
I want to be happy, so I need a distraction
Reality's fucked up, I don't want to be past tense
But how can I manage, when I see through the lies still
Cut holes in my sleeves so, I can feel I'm alive still
I know that I bleed so, I see that I'm fine still
Yeah I been wasted I'm shameless, runnin' from the truth
I'm growin' up too fast, I really been losin' my youth
Keep me outta the loop
And we done burned bridge after bridge and I can't afford to see another flame grow
So I'm lookin' up to the moon and the stars, and I know who Ima chase for
Fucked up so many times
I can't do nothing right
Look in the mirror I
Don't recognize those eyes
I'm trying to be fine
I've had sleepless days and nights
Always putting up a fight
Neverdreaminglivinglife
Never thinking roll the dice
Always gotta pay the price
I been holding on for life
No fear just out of spite
(Out of spite)
(Jmar, lets fucking go)

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