Moth To A Flame (feat. DJJ)

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Lil Gouda

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I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust
I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love
I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust
I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

Met this dude outside a shop in Greenwich
Tried hitting on me, was ugly, but didn't faze him
Knew there was something about that confidence
So I let him continue it
He invited me to go out shopping
Maybe there was more to him, so I went with
Treated with treats out of this world, I felt like the piece of shit
And then my eyes beared witness
Nothing mattered more than what I saw (I don't wanna be)
I felt so found yet never felt so lost
So dissociated, couldn't even find my jaw
I felt less important than the mirror on the wall
Cause this is what I truly need (I don't wanna be)
You make my heart beat, you make me breathe
I'm dying over here, let me eat (Someone you couldn't love)
I need you in my life Gouda Cheese

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust
I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

Now this is all that I love in my life now
Lived all of this life, I'm just wondering how?
I needed more, losing money, so I sold a house
But you're worth it to fix a frown
One day, I went back into town
Saw the shop that my love was found
Then I thought about the guy
The reason I found my love, I betrayed, started to cry
What if I love this over men?
What if I only love this instead?
I wanna love both, I do, but it gets to be too much
And know I'm quick to switch, so should switch to one
I don't wanna be me without this all in my life
You're what I strive
Thought God could handle anything but nothing feels right
Wish I could love cheese & guys at the same time

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust
I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

I don't wanna be someone
I don't wanna love.

This is my life, what I write
Gouda cheese or the guys?
But now music, this love's the truest
I feel useless, first time with bruises
Rapping's my passion, rapping's my talent
Rapping my asses, rapping my cash shit
But is it worth it, my goal is clueless
What am I doing with this delusion?
Losing my mind, lost all the time
Can't make it right, so I just write
I need you to cope, you give me hope
But there's still cheese or the chodes
I have too much in my brain
I'm starting to go insane
All of this makes me me
But hard to focus on everything
Can't express me if I don't sing
I don't love me if there's no cheese
I don't love you if there's no meat
Still don't love you cause I am king (Bitch I am king)
Then what's the point, I shouldn't enjoy
I lose focus if I do all of it
But I need boys, I need your joy
I'm losing time from doing all this shit
Still conflicted, do I do music?
Or just cheese or dudes meat?
I do all of it, feel I'm losing it
Focus on one love, but can't lose shit (Already losing shit)
Moth to a flame, never felt great
But shit change, now I'm okay
Can't leave this place, stuck every way
Maybe I need a break to keep a brain

I don't wanna be someone

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