Lying To Myself

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Altho

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Woke up this morning, I'm writing this rap
Maybe tonight we'll FaceTime and chat
When I start thinking, I'm starting to lack
I'm losing my sleep it's affecting me bad, aye
Let's cut to the chase
I feel upset when I look at my face
Starting to live in this lonely space
Starting to think that I'm outta place, yeah
I keep on lying to myself
Trynna find what's wrong with me
I'm looking out for help
Stupid mental health
I can't relate to no one else
Maybe I'm just really stupid
Keep on lying to myself
It'll be ok
Yeah it'll be alright
Try to get yourself some sleep tonight
Trynna get myself to sleep through the night
But there's something wrong with me, even when I try
Probably need help, but
I just wanna write
Music is my therapy
I don't wanna lie
I'm way worse off without you by my side
Baby, I'm better off with you by my side, oh yeah
Running this race
Trynna catch up, but I'm right in last place
And I can't see ahead cos there's dirt in my face
And I go day to day thinking I'll be ok
But I'm never ok when you're not around
I keep on hoping I'm making you proud
But I don't think I am, I'm just being too loud
I try not to shout but it's just my style, yeah
I keep on lying to myself
Trynna find what's wrong with me
I'm looking out for help
Stupid mental health
I can't relate to no one else
Maybe I'm just really stupid
Keep on lying to myself
I know there's something wrong with me
I know it's hard to help
My mental health's confusing
I can't figure out myself
And I'm pacing round this room
And I am talking to myself
Thinking there must be someone else
Come on, is there someone else?
I am not worth it
Writing these verses
Tryna figure out my purpose, think I'm worthless
Slipping off the tongue on the run
I'm the son of my mother and my father, gave me love
And I'm stunned that I gave them nothing back
And I lack the ability to show someone I care
It's not fair to my parents and my brothers
And my friends and my family
Can you show me what I'm meant to be?
Selfless but selfish at the same time
I can write rhymes
But I can't do the right thing sometimes
I try, but I mess it up
And I got all the stuff that I keep bottled up inside
Stupid mental health, got me running round my mind
Doing spirals while I lay down at night
Trynna find my way out, break out
Lying to myself
But I need to find what's right
I keep on lying to myself
Trynna find what's wrong with me
I'm looking out for help
Stupid mental health
I can't relate to no one else
Maybe I'm just really stupid
Keep on lying to myself
I keep on lying to myself
Trynna find what's wrong with me
I'm looking out for help
Stupid mental health
I can't relate to no one else
Maybe I'm just really stupid
Keep on lying to myself

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