Jake's Regrets

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I just don't know
Have you ever wanted to throw up at being uneasy with something that's just so uncontrollable in your life?
If you have, this song is for you

Woke up another day, some head pains and a stomachache
Going through this struggling, I need some toughening
It's just life, but it's so unsettling, and this is only the second day
A heartbreak and a suicide I'll take
I just wanna end my life feels like the world is better off if I die
But what about my family?
Could this end another way?
I'm waiting for another time to be happy, but I'm still waiting for that day
I think I'm losing my damn mind
I ain't saying this just cause it rhymes
I'm just venting my emotions out, spit it on my PAIN. album, 'cause it feels like the right time
It started with this bitch who came into my life
Every argument, had to tell her she was right
Found out that was the biggest mistake I ever would make to break my life
And that was only the start, Had to do it for a year, and
That was the last time I felt my spirit linger in here

Because I felt my pride going down the drain, and, I can't take this anymore
Because I felt my pride going down the drain, and, I can't take this anymore

Finally made it out of counseling
Life's a horror story, it's harrowing
Feels like I'm on the road of shame, and now I feel things narrowing
And I finally made some progress
Thank God for my friends, bless, their hearts
They got me out of this trouble
And I'd like to take this time to, to thank my counselor
Who walked me through it all, she had talked me through it
Gave me strength when life was shit, but worth the length and
I don't know if I can express my appreciation
Any other way, and, for the family or other people I've been difficult to
Well, I'm sorry
I was in a bad place, never meant to be distant
Because I love you all, and I don't want to ever go there again
And I hope this is the last time
That I gotta deal with love shit again
Because it was hard once
And I don't want to ever buckle taking pressure twice

And for anyone else I've missed
If I've gone at you or whatever
I'm truly sorry
My head, had just been in the wrong place
This is just something I had to get off my chest
From two years ago

Because I felt my pride going down the drain, but
I'm strong, I know I
Can get through this mental pain

I hope this saved at least one person
Through whatever trouble you're going through

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