All I know (feat. by_picasso)

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LittleMissC

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Yeah, I'm a freak alright, proper weirdo too
But that's how I like it, cos then my life don't seem so m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-m-shit
You get me? I ain't had it easy, not really
Oh, and I'm finding it hard to be me

And no one understands me, nor gets my personality
And that's why I stand alone right to the end
I've no need to pretend, not anymore
Cos I'm solo, only one that gets me is um, me

Always been there for everybody else except myself
And then when it's me it's like, knock knock
Who's there? Hello? Anybody there
That's right, only fucking me cos no one fucking cares

Only I get to decide who I am and who I'll be
Yeah, I might be called Lauren Cole, but you can also call me Little Miss C
I'm done hiding, I'm done being quiet
If I don't let it out, I'm gonna fucking riot

I don't have to listen to any motherfucker
I don't need my bread buttered and I don't need my heart to flutter
Cos I can do that for myself and I don't need no crew
Cos in my experience people just use you

So here's some advice one day, all you'll be is a memory
Best to make it a good one
I'ma do it by writing and rhyming, that way I'm creating a song
Cos it helps with the crying inside and all the silence

Helps me to live instead of just surviving
I'm no longer living fear, let me make this clear
I've had my lights in many times, but I'll always keep shining
I'm what you call original, an independent individual

That's gonna make a mark, this is just a start
Building my foundations for me and my relations
Cos when you feel it from within you can't stop until you win
And when you live through pain and misery, you don't stop until you get that victory

Cos this is what I gotta do, this is the life that I chose
Cos this is what I gotta do, this is all that I know
And all I know is I gotta do this
Cos if I don't do this then I don't know

Cos this is what I gotta do, this is the life that I chose
Cos this is what I gotta do, this is all that I know
I'm on my own journey, a path of my own
Pursuing my dreams, the future's unknown

With love in my heart and strength in my stride
I'll overcome all challenges, and I can't be denied
There's peace in solitude, this much I know
People will come at you, scared that you've grown

I was alone in the darkest of nights
Nobody to count on buy my side
When you reach out to find nobody there
You start to wonder if anybody cares

Hello, is there anybody there
No, just me, hah, see
I suffered in silence, it was normal to me
I gave love and got violence for my company

Relationships I saw in childhood were my living proof
My adolescence was wild, a step up from my youth
Here I stand now and whatever it takes
I'm making a vow wont repeat those mistakes

Let's get this straight
I'm not bitter, I'm not mad
Just stepping up to the plate with everything that I have
I'm not in this for the fame or to make money

I'm expressing my pain, I'm tired of running
No longer can I bottle the emotions I'm feeling
I gotta be a role model, my devotion is healing
Two little ones rely on my embrace

I'll show them the world and I'll help them find their place
Resilience is my armour, I'll guide them along
Teachin them to be brave, stand tall and be strong
Cos this is what I gotta do

This is the life that I chose
Cos this is what I gotta do
This is all that I know
And all I know is I gotta do this

Cos if I don't do this, then I don't know
Cos this is what I gotta do
This is the life that I chose
Cos this is what I gotta do

Cos this is all that I know
That's all I know

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