This Isn't Home

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I am not a cog in this machine
I can't surpass my burdens
But still, their words they say, I hear
"Wait, in time, and you will feel the sun shine on your face"
But all I feel are shadows I never meant to create
Insane, this shame
What does it take to be revered
Save me, fix me
I never thought I'd show these fears

I need a minute

I won't accept I am afraid of who I'm meant to be
Because my head won't heed the screams when I've lost my gravity
It's deafening to me, this silence on repeat
Lost my place and lost my faith
Oh, I am no longer whole
This Isn't Home

Tired of feeling scared
How can this be fair
Tired of feeling like I'm not worth it
But I just can't help but feel I deserve it
Time to face emotions I had locked away for years
I believe that I'm the cause of all these tears
(Don't want to bite my tongue, but I will stay unsung)

It's me, your perfect son is in his head again
There's no one left I can confide
My love for life, I feel it die

I won't accept I am afraid of who I'm meant to be
Because my head won't heed the screams when I've lost my gravity
It's deafening to me, this silence on repeat
Lost my place and lost my faith
Oh, I am no longer whole
This Isn't Home

This Isn't Home

God, please end this grief
All I need is relief

Well, there's nowhere else left to go
I gave into my indulgence because the answer's something I already know
When my head was in the clouds
You said I'd figure it out somehow
If I could read your minds I would have killed myself by now
(By now)

I won't accept I am afraid of who I'm meant to be
Because my head won't heed the screams when I've lost my gravity
It's deafening to me, this silence on repeat
Lost my place and lost my faith
Oh, I am no longer whole
This Isn't Home

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