but, you don't.

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Krystal Evette

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I can craft a punchline
I can throw a left hook
I can hold all my pain in
At this point, could write a million books
I can handle all the hatred
I can handle all the monsters
I can find my better self
Somewhere in translation, I lost her

He drug me through every corner of hell
Was slapped by the demons, his and my own
I welcomed the devil and let him reign in my life
I gave him a room in my one bedroom home

With the ugliness inside
In the depths of the abyss
The hate that I have for myself
Sometimes I think I deserved this
But, you don't

I have broken free
I have rid him from my space
I have been working on healing
It's my power I want to reclaim
I have done some stupid things
I've done so many things wrong
I caved into the grip of him
I'm out, but don't yet feel strong

He drug me through every corner of hell
Was slapped by the demons, his and my own
I welcomed the devil and let him reign in my life
I gave him a room in my one bedroom home

With the ugliness inside
In the depths of the abyss
The hate that I have for myself
Sometimes I think I deserved this
But, you don't

I hope this song finds its way to you
I hope you can hear these words
I hope you can find clarity
I hope you filter through the blur
I hope that you can leave
Cuz we both deserve better than him
And if you stay, you're still in his grip
But if you find a way out, you'll win

With the ugliness inside
In the depths of the abyss
The hate that I have for myself
Sometimes I think I deserved this
But, you don't

I know I've named you to craft clever lyrics
A petty way to get under his skin
But, that was never fair to you
That's some work that I must do within
We were never fond of each other
And in my heart I had always felt bitter
But all along, he was the problem
Just shit to sift out of the litter

If you want to hear my side
The communication's open wide
But you might not be ready to hear it
I hope it's not eating you up inside
Maybe I deserved this
But, you don't

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