Weakness

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Nate Bachert

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Looking outside, watching the rain fall down on my drive
Try to decide, when will I have a right mind
What if I never pass my goals
Can't say that when I'm older
Gotta chase dreams with the shoulder lowered
Thought I had time but I lied
Destiny verified
Time's up
I admit it but I might drop
All of me until the pine box
Focus on the goal, maybe hit the road
Pull my baby girl closer, over
10-4 rover, I got a big weight on these shoulders
Weighing me down, hearing the tick-tick clock
Don't stop and I ward off my mind like the vultures
They're picking at me, failures obviously
Beating up bodyin' me, sipping this venom to sleep
Trying to hold off the beast
It's useless stupid, now I don't know what to do it's
Looking like I've been the foolish one
Calling up God, wondering how in the world he could call me son
Running it up, filling the cup
Feeling a bit stuck in a rut, what
Doing me, you could do it better
Probably better, gotta beat the whether
Whether I be good enough for the ones around me
Whether I be good enough for myself now we've
Covered the point that my wife sees
Fighting My mind is so frightening
Always been bad with punctuality
I don't know why but it is reality
Call me the late NDB, step in my mind and you'll see
List upon list, things that I've done and I wish
I could go back with my wrist, give it a flick
Make it all disappear quick
Start back when I was six, man
Looking in that mirror
Wondering why God made me up bigger
Go to school triggered
Try to be somebody they would snigger
Go figure
Moving up, I would just try to impress 'em
Doing things, saying things
Being mean never gave results
Just tried to be better
Thought if I act like them, maybe they'll like me
Thought if I talk like them, maybe they'll invite me
Never thought that maybe I was being someone I deemed dickish
Now I look back and I missed it
Wish I could switch it, damn
It's a weakness
Fighting all day
And I don't know if I can beat this weakness
Weakness
I wake up and fall down
All this time thought that I'd be safe by now
Cause I'm a gentleman
Holding all my messes inside
I'm not myself
You ain't never tried living like you
Drowning underwater while you do what they do
Feeling like a waste of space and you're miserable
Would they make amazing grace visible
Cause you're up down, up down
Like a wave been tossed round and
No one notices you though
God, I need a hand, I'm invested
Got a lot of shame in the message
Feel a little lame in the message
Anybody hearing the message
I don't know who I am
Digging like a man through the mayhem
Come on, could you give it to me, layman's
I can ever figure what the aim is
Am I a fake? Is all of this dangerous
God, are you waiting on me
What if I gain this whole piece
Am I gon' lose my soul
I'm about to lose control
God, I'm a nuisance, oh
What did you do this for
Why did you die
Why did you save me
I'm in the grave, see
When I'm down six feet
Want you to put all that dirt back on top of me
Bury me, please
I want the peace
Cunctation
An old English word meaning
prone to or addicted to delay

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