Make It Count

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I'm just tryna make it count, but I don't know how
Stuck inside my head, all I wanna do is shout
All I wanna do is scream for help, but they don't hear my cries
Like I'm stuck in hell, I'm in fear it's my time
I wanna live, don't wanna die
I don't wanna feel nobody leave my side
I've been thinking bout death, way too much
Can't even take a fucking breath, I'm in pain it sucks
Because today's another step, where I'm facing dusk
I just look into the mirror, say I hate your guts
Cause you're wasting all your time
You're barely talking to your daddy or your sister or your mom
And they gon' die before you know it, you're regretting it a lot
You just sit up in your room and write then wake up for your job
You don't spend time with your family, you gon' hate it when they rot
You keep thinking bout the end and how the outcome's so depressing
Cause nobody knows a thing about if there's even a heaven
I'm so lost, I'm just a kid and everything is raining down
I try blocking out these thoughts and it feel like it ain't allowed
Wear a smile on my face, my body's shaking to the ground
See the kid I used to be and I just wanna make him proud
All these voices in my head about this death is getting loud
This my only fucking life and I'm just tryna make it count

But I don't know how
Stuck inside my head
All I wanna do is shout
All I wanna do is scream for help
But they don't hear my cries
Like I'm stuck in hell
I'm in fear it's my time
I wanna live, don't wanna die
I don't wanna feel nobody leave my side

I'm tired of being tired, I'm tired of feeling wired
I'm tired of living life when I know that it's gon' expire
I'm tired of all the phonies, I'm tired of all the homies
I wanna be alone but I'm tired of being lonely
I'm tired of acting close with the people don't fucking know me
I'm tired of acting happy, I'm tired of being cold
I'm tired of being young and seeing grandma getting old
I'm tired of this depression, I hope that it fucking goes
I'm tired of fucking stressing about all of my fucking goals
I'm tired I've been neglected by all of these fucking hoes
I'm tired cause since 11 I lost all my fucking hope
I'm tired, give me a second to let everybody know
I'm tired of being scared and I wish I wasn't aware
That everything is gonna end and nobody is gonna be there
I'm tired of falling down every time that I take the stairs
I'm tired of venting to the world that no one fucking cares
I hope it counts

I'm just trying to make it count
But I don't know how
Stuck inside my head
All I do is fucking doubt myself
All I wanna do is scream for help but they don't hear my cries
Feel like I'm stuck in hell, I'm in fear it's my time
I wanna live, don't wanna die
I wanna live, I don't wanna die
I'm afraid it's my time
Afraid, afraid
Afraid it's my time
God's got his plan for me
I'm next in line
I don't wanna leave
But I'll say goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye baby, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye baby, goodbye

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