Spiteful Existence

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Placidic Arcana

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Will you descend into this precarious vexation with me?
If God's not gonna fix this let it burn
Abandon the fight and fall into degeneracy
A jaded chokehold upon my spirit
Oh, the religious, societal, political corruption
If you ask me I just want to kill them all
Break free the darkness from within
To have been forced into such an existence
I want no part of this
Suicide was never an option
So endure a spiteful existence
No love, no trust, no friends, no family
Divide and divide like the last drink to erase the memory
I don't care about the compassion or respect
Blame the inflicted selfishness, soullessness
There are no leaders or heroes in my eyes
I'm just waiting to die
I felt the saving grace in the ending
I don't want to be this way
I don't want to give in
If you love me let me fade and be free
For I can't love you when there's more than one me
The reality that has becometh grinds the teeth of my mind
Live on the brinks of stillness, I've come unhinged
I'm on no side and have no backs
No glory or mark upon the right side of history
The lack of open minded decency leads me to decay
Hate me or leave me in my hole of despair and disdain
I am not the enemy, but the problem is yours
I live in tormented delusions either way
You're on your own just like I'm all alone
All alone in this twisted world
Don't care if you die or survive
I'm not here for what's only memory
No one will be missed and it goes both ways
Mutual empty meaningless passing of time
I felt the saving grace in the ending
I don't want to be this way
I don't want to give in
If you love me let me fade and be free
For I can't love you when there's more than one...
No more hellos or goodbyes
One final glimpse at my calloused mask as you pass by
I am no human, demon, or angel
I am nothingness chained to a failed complex
Stripped of peace everyday
Everything has become conspiracy
The only real thing I have left is dreaded time
You know it could always be worse
And to hell with your comparisons
Because after every single thing this entire fucking world can go f*ck itself
For God's final sake
Death to everything
Death to you and me
I don't want to be this way
I don't wanna give in
If you grab my hand I might let it slip

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