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JAMES PENLEY

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I've been staring at screen almost all my life
Sometimes it's hard to step away to even see my wife
My biggest fear is coming this far then stopping
The grind never stops I don't got to clock in
I had dreams in 9th grade of being top ten
Now I'm having nightmares of only hitting tenth
When I was 12 I thought by 22 I'd buy a house
I'm 23 I'm nowhere close I took a different route
But I got all of my masters
Once I blow up I won't need to have a back up
Rappers doing shows, tryna' keep the bills paid
I'm in the studio, tryna' get these hits made
I've got a catalog, that'll probably make me 6 figures
Everything is off the top, rapping like I'm Jigga
You don't really know me
You don't really see the process
Kings take one step at a time like I'm playing chess
Baby I'm anxious all the time
I've been up late for all my life
Unsure of everything
Unsure of
I want you to slide by uninvited
I don't like to socialize I sit in silence
I won't ride another plane until I'm flying private
I won't buy another chain until them haters quiet
They say "how you know your destination?"
That's cause I'm the pilot
Long nights in the studio
So I'm probably biased
A decade in the game I got my 10,000 hours
Used to be a Christian now they call me out of bounds
But they don't know the real me
They don't know my process
They just think I've got a hard time doing what God says
But look
His God and Her God and Their God, different stories
But one by one they'll probably tell me how they know his glory
Then I ask him, If you're right then he's wrong
If he's right then you're wrong and everybody's got a reason
Let me breathe I'm just living trying to find the meaning
I don't know who I trust or who I should believe in
Baby I'm anxious all the time
I've been up late for all my life
Unsure of everything
Unsure of

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