Not All As It Seems

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You and I made it through the end and it just seems (uh hu)
But honestly what does that mean did we really seal the seam (no)
I know none of you ever heard this all full and in whole (its true)
I writing this from a place of which was never told (not once)
Stole it all we been through too much of abandonment
Forced out of our home only to find out what that truly is
I know I said that I was fine, I lied
I know my words cut you deep but I never meant a word
It's all just nothing more then extra shit I wish you never heard
I tried to find my peace got high to feel relief
A scarred up soul bled drowning in all my unbelief (in my unbelief)
Paranoid anxious high as hell head full of stress
And I love you even though sometimes I forget to text
And I'd give you everything even if I have nothing left (haha)
And even at your worse you for us you always tried your best (you did)
And all the shit that we went through I just won't forget (won't forget)
You always kept your love you always kept me in check (haha)

On the outside it's never as it seems
It always hurts to know the truth
On the outside it's never as it seems
It always hurts
Always hurts yeah

I know and can't and won't believe it
Nightmares into the real shit
It's hard to believe but it's not all as it seem
I know I can't and won't believe it
Life changing with the season
It's hard to believe but it's not all as it seems

Haha ok

It's all started with nothin more then a text that's comin'
Read in disbelief shattered apart the entire comin' (it did)
I know it's crazy, but I wasn't even there for nothin' (uh-uh)
Lost my way no pain cloudy mind to fill all my numbing
In order to be fine that what's was needed for loving
Was puffing (so I could feel nothing)
Came home to a reality I made up in my mind
Masked the truth so lost no where to I could find
It seems that I lost it all which tore my soul
Not only mind but my moms whose love kept my control (she did)
It hurts to know when thought someone love you deep, but then walks out of your life
There's no control to be chained just self thought to be applied
So I started rapping to get the thoughts off my mind
Started watching my favourite rappers interviews
Got lost in a reality that I wish could be truth
I would do anything for all to come true in my dreams
Just like my mom sacrificed her needs, by any means
Started spending hours with my love
Spending more time with her then anybody else (not tough)
Out late movies nothing came more close to her then enough
Told her everything poured it out all on the front
Even at my worst you stuck it out til I adjust
Bathroom smoking wakin' up with my body aching and longing for something
Broken family no dad in the picture
Saw it effected my sister
It got be stressing about my mother but I know that God got her

On the outside it's never as it seems
It always hurts to know the truth
On the outside it's never as it seems
It always hurts
Always hurts yeah

I know and can't and won't believe it
Nightmares into the real shit
It's hard to believe but it's not all as it seem
I know I can't and won't believe it
Life changing with the season
It's hard to believe but it's not all as it seems
(It's not all as it seems)

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