Escape Esplanade

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H Deane

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I know, I know it's been hard
Being alone
I know it's been hard
In a way I can relate
See you feeling that type of way
I can see straight through the slight smile of a brave face
Ain't gotta evade it, don't hide up in no safe place
You'll go all the way whether sanctuary or mayday
Sittin' within four walls lost sanity it'll cost you for it
The rooms been closin' in
Got me feeling' claustrophobic
If life's an open door, why do I always lock and close it
Takes a lot to conquer isolated ways but I got heroics
Let me show it, listen close, feel free to take some notes
I'm tryna hit home and adopt a little more of a gentle approach
But if you can't touch base at your pad
Why the f*ck would you ever run home
Give you credit for wasted time
Calling' that person hoping they pick up the phone
I know you're used to hearing the same old dial tones
Stuck in feelings waiting hesitating while your mind roams
That escape esplanade
No one likes to be alone, I know
I know, I know it's been hard
Being alone
I know it's been hard
I reside by the side of the city
Don't it feel like I'm close to the edge
Segregated, separated, I dream of escaping my head
Mentally drained, Soulfully stained, bodily I ache
Bruised, in pain
Wandering the verge of going insane
Wondering how much more I can take
Going to war with myself each day
Fully armed, no time to evade
I should rap in all forms and destroy all within close range
Blow my head off with my brain
Mouths been like a face grenade
My place is always the same
Taking a break
An escape in the esplanade
But let me explain
Dive deep in the depths of the lane
Memories gather, stress in me scatters
I see a true self that remains
Reflect of the waves, a current state
Riding the tide of the time waiting for change
Ain't as smooth as they claim
But I forecast upon better days
Either way, you know where I'll be
Esplanade, it's as plain as you see
My location where my best times be
Maybe with family
Maybe with friends
Maybe alone
It's where most of my time was spent
Remember the most man was real as it gets
And those times I could never forget
Never forget it
They say time was 'sposed to come heal
Hoping I'd get over the stress I been in
And quit acting like it's no big deal
Been crashin', I let go of that wheel
Lights flashin', this heaven or hell
Imagine, in a state of surreal
Looks tragic, but it ain't how I feel
Something merely somatic know that I'll back it
Just waitin' for the truth to reveal
One minute I'm needing a difference
The next ten toes down no deal
Raisin' your guard I know how that feel
I know it's hard being alone, for real
I know, I know it's been hard
Being alone
I know it's been hard

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