CONSUMED BY OURSELVES!

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If I feel like this, would it be wrong for me to tell you that?
Or say yeah my days been good with a smile and wave
Hiding my face at the slightest shift of your gaze
Deep down I seek attention and appraise I'm aware
It only comes by so much but damn I feel so validated when you say it
Cause to myself I'm pretty cool but to the world I'm no bigger than a spec of dust that you step on without a second thought
We're so consumed by ourselves it's hard to really care for others
What if we took that attention, thought, love, and care that we give to ourselves and we put that into someone else
Fully committed to caring as much for you as I care for I
Like from this point on, you're an attachment to my side, myself, and my soul
I hurt for you when you grieve and I'm happy for you for all your successes and achievements cause goddamn you deserve it
But there's a problem with this
Because as humans we've learned, through years of love and hate
That too much attachment and trust in another opens the door for your world to get rocked
For everything that you knew to come crumbling down and buried forever
Leaving you lost in time as the world now appears to be nothing more than a spec of dust
How does that make you feel?
No really how does that make you feel?
I mean how do you think I felt? Look
That was the worst night of my life, cause I had thought that I had hurt you
And that thought it really hurt me too, lost all the words like a screw fell loose
Blocking the pain never stopped the abuse that came when I fell outta frame of the shit that you always think about
An immeasurable hurt knowing I'm not running your mind
So I search endlessly, flipping, through the pages online
Tryna figure me out, why I feel constantly unsteady between loss and doubt
Tell me is this the end or just another drought?
Draining the ocean that's goddamn so hard to fill up
Put the strain on my emotions and now feel this life just can't be real
Switching states Philly plates I'm in search of the answers
20 more days to feel something way beyond the standard way of living
I'm different, been tryna tell you that, but you don't listen
I hardly talk so when I do I feel it might be worth attention
But you don't care, that you're the source of all this tension
Or maybe you do, and I'm afraid you'll say that's not the case
Really try not to think of you as my only saving grace
Cause I'll see the same face at night though I'm asleep in a different place
All my dreams turn to nightmares, but I realize no one ever cared
That's why I made this for you
Cause right now we're in the same boat
And I can't promise but I hope it gets better soon
For the both of us

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