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SpAzMaTiC J

SpAzMaTiC J is a musical artist whose style is characterized by a blend of various genres, including hip-hop, rap, and electronic music. He is known for his energetic and dynamic performances, combining catchy beats with thought-provoking lyrics. SpAzMaTiC J has gained a dedicated following for his unique sound and distinctive stage presence. more »

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In my brain
There's just So much damn pain
I can't
Hold back restrain
I want to rip a vein

In my brain
There's just So much damn pain
I can't Hold back restrain
I want to rip a vein

Lacking inspiration
It's my death in facing
Past I can't be erasing
These thoughts are caught racing
Guess I gotta face em
My life hasn't been basic
It's been sick and sadistic
Wanna flip out and go hectic
F*ck god and the satanic
I'm stuck in a low
I spit with a hectic flow
I go toe to toe with the demons hidden below
In my rage do they show
The demon of regret the demon of anxiety
I'm fighting them biting my jugular nightly
I'm writing to get ten steps ahead
Then I take 20 steps back
Caught in a twisted loop
Cut my own neck let it droop
Hang lower than it already is
Death follows me around the spirals
I lacking the vital source of life
Something or someone to live for
I look in the mirror and see a horror-core mess
I'm just so fucking sick of this stress
That adds up in my head
They do not shut up
Telling me people secretly hate me
These doctors sedate me
When I'm only begging for answers
There's a disease eating away from inside of me
But it's not cancer
It's bitter self hate and regret
For things that I've said
Can't apologise to someone who's dead
I'm placing bets against me
These pills and booze still tempt me
Oh so relentless
The devil's wife is my temptress
I grow and then regress
Stress is spinning spider webs round my neck
Whispering in my ear
Telling me to take the plunge
I'm always feeling numb
To death I will succumb
Eventually the mistress of death will win me over
Gotta keep both eyes over my shoulder
Everyday I grow more colder

In my brain
There's just So much damn pain
I can't
Hold back restrain
I want to rip a vein

In my brain
There's just So much damn pain
I can't Hold back restrain
I want to rip a vein

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