interlude: realizations

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Cypress Moon

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I don't even know how much you lied
I have no idea if you actually loved me
You never really commited did you
I was just a toy over the summer

I said maybe someday I'd like to get married
And you said "maybe," and I understood
I mean, it's tough, we're young
And that doesn't even matter yet

I said I'd frame a picture of you
You said it was sweet but not to do
Anything too permanent
I guess in case we break up and I hate you

Well we broke up and I do hate you um
And I regret you but I don't regret anything else
I would've memorialized anyone in my heart
Even if it turned sour and I chose you
And you shattered the shelters I provided you
And immortalized your own lack of sobriety

You didn't like that I was okay with being hurt when we broke up
Because you cheated me out of a real love
All while having the time of your life away from me
And claiming you were drowning
But you were drowning me

You knew I'd realize
The illusion would break the mirror
And a third would be standing in the frame
You and someone else
You turned towards them as I became
Disallusioned with the idea of us
But you beat me to it

I had eyes for someone unattainable
And you had eyes for me
And I gave you a shot
I poured love into you
And you got bored
And poured love into someone else
And my eyes turned back to unattainable
In a more hopeless dark than before

But realize now I was just a toy to you
Your parents never believed you
And I didn't want to be them
But maybe they were right

I bid you goodbye and good riddance
And so do our friends
Cause they're not yours anymore

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