Overthinking (Raw Demo Version)
Timmy Little
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I don't know how to explain what's going on inside of me I just know that something's wrong I don't know how to explain the darkness that's guiding me Can't resist so go along Seems like I'm always in the place that I got to be Except for when I don't belong Thoughts race from overthinking and I pace constantly I can't keep this up for long You got questions, I got answers Except they're dead inside my brain like cancer Trapped inside myself like I'm a maze, I can't For the life of me, figure out this life I'm after I've never been real brave my weak mind Controls how I behave and how I speak, I feel fine No, I don't, but I don't want to be a burden Me, I'm Tyler Durden One minute I'm me, one minute I'm you And I can never get a word in Nobody cares to listen, they only pretend to And when they share their wisdom, they often offend you A bad egg who never paid attention in school Just your average student pre-approved for mental issues Had ADHD since I was the age of two Not to mention depression and anxiety to boot And everybody wonders why I chose heroin to shoot I didn't it chose me because I allowed it and that's truth Was told I could be anything I put my mind to But it's a struggle when you'll settle to be anything but you Call me Colonel Mustard cause I didn't have a clue I found joy in a pill, 30mil, a pretty blue Blew the courage up my nose through a plain old dollar bill In the end it stole my soul, search for peace to make me whole Fell in love with opiates, you all don't even know me yet Is he alive, I hope he is, he'll never know how dope he is A tale of modern tragedy, and here's the rope he did it with Tied it off, blasted off, but what about his kids and shit Good riddance bitch, this is it Found lying in his piss and shit Choking on his puke and spit Soaking in on his new kicks Then he's hit with the NARCAN, which sparked his heart to start And he nearly exploded with adrenaline, the way a star can, from afar And you should be praying on that same star Thanking GOD, you're even alive, damn I don't know how to explain what's going on inside of me I just know that something's wrong I don't know how to explain the darkness that's guiding me Can't resist so go along Seems like I'm always in the place that I got to be Except for when I don't belong Thought's race from overthinking and I pace constantly I can't keep this up for long Can't stop talking to myself, did I say that out loud Can't keep up with my thoughts, they just circle around I get no peace when I'm awake, I fall asleep and drown In a sea of nightmares that keep pulling me down Until I wake up, choking, sweating bullets, I can't do this Got no other choice but push through this Rush I'm fluent with, disgust with who I am Fucked up in the head just must be who I am Genetically, set to be, mentally empty Can't let it get to me, maybe it's meant to be To live where the rent is free Arguing with myself, and everybody else I pretend that they're dead to me So sick and tired of the demons inside of me Everywhere I go the insanity follows me Get inside my brain like some kind of lobotomy Get me talking crazy, like it's the voices it got to be Doc up the meds, I'm going crazy again Because this time, I'm thinking about killing family and friends Kill my pregnant sister before her family even begins You're sick, that wasn't me that was the voices in my head Ya see, mental health is finicky, I'm on the edge like skaters be What has gotten into me, I'm losing it like baby teeth Foaming like a rabid beast, alone in my macabre deeds And the source of all the craziness for me is low self-esteem I don't know how to explain what's going on inside of me I just know that something's wrong I don't know how to explain the darkness that's guiding me Can't resist so go along Seems like I'm always in the place that I got to be Except for when I don't belong Thought's race from overthinking and I pace constantly I can't keep this up for long Well, well, well, Timmy L, from hell I greet you I'm the evil lurking in yourself, nice to meet you I'm the demon feeding on your soul like a leach do I hate it when you're happy it gets so hard to reach you I'm here to help you make bad decisions Give up on a higher living Overthink until you standing there spinning Let down, not one but three women Put your family through hell from addictions you're living F*ck the children, you're almost over the hill now Time to self-care until you OD on pills now Rest in peace Mac We know fentanyl kills now I've done enough I've seen enough Don't need no more thrills now What the f*ck you mean, why you putting up a fight Why you walking straight lines, and not staying out at night You might be doing better, but soon you'll lose sight F*ck it, I'll come and get you while sleep for the night Give me your love your soul everything that makes you whole In return, your family puts your body in a hole Remain eternally cold, while hell be burning your soul Decay, return you to bones, today I'll leave you alone Until the day you fall into my zone, I'll be waiting to take you Home
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