i'm the problem? / jordan

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Caleb McCleney

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See I got a lot of problems I'm just scared to admit
Dealing with some trauma I'm just scared to relive
I know kids that get touched
Grow up to touch kids
I know kids that get lied to repeat it again
When their spouse calls them out
For sneaking out of the house
Then they lie like nothing happened
But they know what it's about
And that kid saw his dad grabbing all on her blouse
As he beat her watch it repeat as they living it out
See I got a lot of problems I'm just scared to admit
Dealing with some trauma I'm just scared to relive
I know I got a temper
I know I got a problem with loving the man inside of the mirror
All I see is the words of my grandma on my figure
All I see is a boy that's scared that he won't be any better
That his past
I know I'm doing better but I'm scared
My problems will come back and all of this will crash
See I got a lot of problems
God will make a way
God will make a way
Oh yes he will
Got a lot of problems I'm just scared to admit
Dealing with some trauma I'm just scared to relive
I know I got a problem with lust
Whether that come from pain when I was young or lack of mothers love
I don't know but I know I'm just scared of screwing up
I'm scared I won't be a good father be a good husband
I'm scared my seed will say that my pains become a custom
And I'm scared to admit I act the same as grandmother
I've got a lot of problems I'm just scared to admit
Dealing with some trauma I'm just scared to relive
And I'm scared to admit that I'm scared
And I'm scared when you tell me the truth
I'll be hearing impaired
I'm scared I won't live up to the standard I set
Generational curses breathing down on my neck
And I'm scared I'll wan the same path my grandparents did
And I'm scared I'll hurt someone else with what I learned as a kid
I'm scared
God will make a way
God will make a way
Oh yes he will
I see your face all around me
I see your face in my mom
I see your face in all the women I lusted in with my heart
I see your face friends
I see your face in my dad
I see your face in the forgiveness of those who hurt you bad
I see your face in love
I see your face in my heart
Though it was broken and twisted I see you taking the parts
That we're breaking me down I see you throw them away
I see you face in the notebook that's been reviving my faith
I see your face in the stranger that I'll probably never meet
I see your face in the cry of a newborn child in the street
In many ways I'm the same as I cry right now
I'm reborn in your faith been braking my ego down
I see your face in my flaws I see your face in my flaws
I had to learn that my flaws were made in the image of God
I had to learn I can be perfect and that's ok
I was never meant to be perfect I was just told to have faith

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