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Like me not being, uh
Like me not being, uh
Yeah okay
Yeah
Okay, I got so much ambition
And friendships that have ended over some petty ass bullshit
Like me not being there for them when I focusing on my relationship
But where was you when I was knocking back that fifth?
Or out in Charlotte my bags in my hand and having trouble with direction
Or out in Richmond when I was down on commitment
And I was just so close to giving up
All my prayers just not enough
Mistreating people 'cause I could really give a f*ck
Because of this I fiend the grunt
Of the root of my evil
F*ck these people
Sick of putting them before myself
I'm done with the feeble
Done with the needle
That I got I got deep in my arm
Pumping me with all the caring that keep doing harm
Calluses all on my palm
Ink blots on my favorite jeans I'm working on these songs
That I hate the most
'Cause I'm telling every place that I went wrong
And I'm telling all y'all that I'm done
And I hate to leave you to yourself
I don't trust the shit you do
But I gotta focus on myself or I'ma end up hating you
Gotta focus on myself or I'ma end up hating you
If I keep on putting so much energy into you
I'm not gonna have enough energy to put into myself
And love myself
It's gonna drive me
It's gonna drive me mad
End up hating you for it
So I'm sorry
Okay, I got so much ambition
And people that hate it, because it take my time away from them
I don't like to see y'all mad and that's the reason why I drop my brim
I turn the key, and get driving to a better sight that I can see
To clear my mind and focus on my prophecy
That one day I'ma be a great
It's a constant battle with bravado just so I can see my fate
It's a constant battle with the bottle so I'm never seeing straight
Damn I love you all but I just hate how everyday you play me like this shit a game
See my life in shambles and you asking me for favors dammit what's the point?
You ain't never gonna pay it back and that's the reason I'm annoyed
Always feel like I am way too caring so I'm being used to make them overjoyed
Now I think it's time that I start caring for myself but I'm too scared to make the noise
So I made this track to make it known and speak up and to fill the void
And fill the empty area and dark abyss that holds my voice
Yeah, I've never been the one to do that shit, you know?
I've never been the one to speak up about how I'm feeling
Because I always get
Shitty ass treatment in return when I do that shit, so
F*ck y'all
This is how I'm doing it now
Yeah like 6 years back I was just starting all this shit
Didn't know my style so I rapped what others spit
Talk of pouring up that lean and taking drugs that I ain't never did
Just a young kid tryna fit into a game, that is just so complicated
I've awaited and just pushed it to the side and deep debated
If it's what I really want
People telling me I'm talented in every way
But, I was never told that as a kid
So it's hard for me to see it now no matter what you say
Any day I'll tell you that I'm over it
I still stick my neck out for a former friend
I still need the closure even tho I'm gonna reminisce
I still hope you doing good
Even tho you hoped I never had a pot to piss
Damn I'll drop this and then people from my past are gonna say that they ain't proud of this
But f*ck it, this the truth and I really had to get it out
Tired of the bullshit and me zipping up my mouth
Tongue in cheek, rapid shaking of my legs up on that couch
Always scared to be myself 'cause friends and fam just love to spread that doubt
This the life I want and I had told myself that I'ma make my momma proud
Everyone especially my momma I just hope you see it now
Everyone especially my momma
I hope y'all see that this is especially what I want
There's nothing
There's nothing that I want more

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