The enemy

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Death's Disciple

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Spent my life searching for love
Which led me to doing all these drugs
Just another trailer  trash junkie tattooed up thug
I cried to the sky above
Told god i would quit all the drugs
But I'm a phony and a fake
The grass is greener on the other side So i slither on a snake
Burn me to ashes and end all this pain
Wish i had a dollar for every time i wanted a hole in my head
Why the f*ck was I always cursed with this mind always making me want to be dead
Is this really what is gods image

It was another day and I couldn't take much more of it
Seems i sold my soul
Even though I didn't know it
Now I'm trying to fix this shit
But I am loosing the battle

Now I See
Yeah
Now I see
But how can i fight the enemy
When it turns out it's me
Just need my fix need my shit
Sweet apathy
Take this fucking pain away from me

Do this shit in cycles again for years and it never ends

But how can i fight the enemy
When it turns out it's me
Just give me my fix
Thirty milligrams until i reach my sweet apathy
No more woah is me
Numb it all away is the only way to be free

Day after day I'm waking up
I'm still tired as f*ck
But in my gut i know
I'm goina do better
I'm not gonna be that fucked up little version of me i use to be
I'm done playing games
Living life everyday day in pain
Then i go and hide my face in shame
How you goina do what you keep on doing
Let it ruin everything
F*ck it I'm going  do me like I should have done in the fucking first place anyways
Seems all the time was just a big waste
I never got the same shit back in the end and i can't pretend
That you ever tried to do right by me i know that I ain't easy and I'm sorry
But i never claimed to be and you still said you'd be with me

Now i see
Yeah
Now i see
But how can i fight the enemy when it turns out it's me

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