ptsd (demo)

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Mentally unstable, got suicidal thoughts
I've been through all this trauma, I've taken all these shots
This liquor makes me nauseous, my stomach's up in knots
I don't drink until I vomit, I drink until I'm lost
Up in my head again, I don't want to pretend
Like I'm doing just fine, faking all of these smiles
I got all of these vices, they grip on me tightly
I've been feeling weak, drinks get me high and mighty

It's getting cloudy in my head again
I'm fucked up off this medicine
Ever since my house burned down
I pushed away all of my friends
I suffer from PTSD
My memories my enemy
Looking for a remedy
An alcohol dependency
I think I need some therapy
Can't see through all this black smoke
Peace of mind and clarity
I need that by the boatload
Why am I so scared of me
You'd think that I'm the boogeyman
Hiding underneath my bed
Pulling me into quicksand

I don't think I've cried since fourteen years of age
Whenever I get sad it turns into rage
I wanna let loose, let it out, let it rain
I guess somethings' broken inside of my brain
I get flashbacks, black smoke
Sirens, glass broke
Bottle it all up until it eats away at my soul
Throwback Thursday
I watched it burn, can't hurt me
I put up these walls so my nightmares don't disturb me

It's getting cloudy in my head again
I'm fucked up off this medicine
Ever since my house burned down
I pushed away all of my friends
I suffer from PTSD
My memories my enemy
Looking for a remedy
An alcohol dependency
I think I need some therapy
Can't see through all this black smoke
Peace of mind and clarity
I need that by the boatload
Why am I so scared of me
You'd think that I'm the boogeyman
Hiding underneath my bed, pulling me into quicksand

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