Letter to Sierra

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Ronnie Victor Pecina

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Yeah, left me on my own, left me on my own, I'm desperate on my own
Yeah
Cold and dry, sleepless nights that I cry
At times I wonder why I
I'm by myself, I'm left on my own again
How can I lose when I got so much left to give
Yeah
No reason to lie, no reason to cry
On the inside, I wanted to die
I ain't want to be alive
Yeah
I do what I can
You know that I try, but I'm not your average type of guy
It was hard for me to smile
Guess it's been a while
Guess you know how that goes
Heart was froze, he was chosen
He's all alone and yet, I remember when you told me that you loved me
It's like the end of time now, cause you don't f*ck with me
I remember when they doubted me
You was the only one that was proud of me
And I did it without a team
You stood right beside of me
But now I can see that you're happy without me
You got your smile back
It's been a while since you had that
Give it back
Cause I can't breath without you
It's like a cardiac attack and I can not relax
Aye, thirty-three with some insecurities
I need for you to nurture me
Cause bitches done deserted me
And I know you promised that
You would never hurted me
But its an emergency
I really need some surgery
Cause I'm covered in scars
And you tried to murder me
But the Lord keep on blessing me
Everybody stressing me
Ain't nobody checking me
You know I got the recipe
The remedy know I stay true to my identity
And I hate to be that dude if he thinks about offending me
Cause you know, I try I try
You know that I try
You taught me that it was ok to cry
You told me to put my pride to the side
You told me to let it all out
You told me to let that shit go
You said you'd heal my pain and they can't hurt me no more
You told me to forgive em for what he did shit it is what it is
This is your life and you only got one to live
And just know, I grow stronger everyday that I flow
I started spilling my pain and let the world see my soul
And you got to have balls to sit here in front of the whole world
And spill your mic on this floor
And let your demons go let them loose
Maybe somebody will hear this and it will help them along
And maybe it will even give them the strength to carry on
So I do this for you, I do this for you
I do this for me, and we got to carry on
We all got to hold on, yeah we all got to hold on
And I know, I know sometimes you feel like you want to give up
But you got to search within you and find what's important to you
And realize that you're worth more
So many times I wanted to die, I even tried to take my life
But I'm here today, still standing
Full of pain, full of scars trying to help you
And I never change, even if I said that I would
And shit I probably wouldn't if I could
But you know its all good
And let's get it understood
The hardest part is that I put that pain on you
I'll never forgive myself and I was needing some help
And I carry that welt
And I just want you to know
That I ain't going to reach out no more
It's time for me to let you go
Cause I get it, you done moved on
But I had to make this song
And I hope that you can forgive me for all the shit I did to you
And know that I forgive you, for all the shit you did to me
And just know that we living

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