IT PLAYS BACK (feat. Melodicdesert)

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Without even trying
These memories creep back
I try to block out
And it plays back

I remember all them times
I begged you to stay
But you walked out
With no remorse
You'd say
You'll be ok
In other words
Get over it

In a state of perplexed and depreciation
But agog that I still had a bit of self-esteem attached
Disconcerted
Deserted who deserves that
And now I see the obvious offense
A Beast
Impotence to love
Painted pictures crammed in
Maybe I co-opt not to see
All along that
This Beast was who he was
Devoted to false pretense
Spellbound
And called it love
A piece of cake this was
Way too easy
And I'd hand you the hammer that murdered me
Silly

And it plays back

A friend offered her hypnosis
The disclaimer was beyond his control on what I forget
Being you were more recent
I thought about it
Another option
Considering shock therapy to fry you out
And what you did to me when you walked out
Good women raised me
So some things my morals won't do
Plus
Me and God grew too tight
I couldn't go against what we built
My guy
Something solid
Sorta like a tight grip
Firmed with truth
Tight tide to the hip
Loyal
And his stubbornness of jealousy that won't let him leave
To be real he confronts me
With my own betrayal
And treachery of heartbreak
Forgiving
To think I'm deserving
And yet I don't deserve him

Face to taste a bit of unjust
Falsifying love with lust
With no pills I could take
This I got to feel
So I never forget

And it proceeds
As it plays back

Remember I had my bags packed
When you woke up
I could've left that day
I had it all planned out
But held back by the tears rolling down your face
And I couldn't leave you like that

As I think back
Not even that was enough to keep you

Man WTF Is payback
To honesty
Through war
And rivalry
To put aside hostility

I never tried to hurt you
But I had to hit back

Without even trying
These memories creep back
I try to block out
But it plays back

That time I almost killed you
My phone hit your temple the wrong way
In a panic
You were getting weaker
And lightheaded
We couldn't see where the blood was coming from
As it pours out on the floor of our Airbnb

I remember being so frightened
As I didn't want this to end like this
And oh my gosh
I can't do a life sentence
I didn't even have a witness
Thank god that wasn't the day I lost you
Sighs of relief
And there he was again
God
Always looking out for me
I remember later that day
I broke down on the shower floor
knowing my heart wouldn't kill anybody
I can't do this
Begging you to let go
Yet you begging me to stay
In a state of vulnerability
You never let out
I don't often see you like this
Crying out for me
So I couldn't walk out

And so we continue to
Fast forward
Pause
Play
And repeat

Often mistake my weakness
And I've never been the B to fall back
Yeah
Hit me
And I'm going to hit your right Back
It plays back

Remembering
That time you locked the room door
And decided to throw hands
You said it just like this
I'm going to beat your in this room all day
But you were way more aggressive
I was exhausted
Because we just fought the night before
I remember sleeping on the floor that night
And then going to work.
And then leaving early that day
Due to head trauma
A really bad headache
Walking into more
And then the locked door
All because you were creeping
And I said them can keep you
And your stress

You really took me through the wringer
But ofcourse
I wasn't one to back down
So another round

For sure I'd die that day
As you choke me
And beat me to a pulse
Days I'd go to work hiding my face

And when I couldn't take no more
I ain't even fight back
I had to Baker Act myself to get away

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