Teenage Mistakes

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Azayah Pugh

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I lived a double life and lied for far too long
Told everyone we were never together and left her crying alone
Broke her heart into pieces. I was so selfish
Is there anyway you can forgive my teenage mistakes
Met up plenty nights and you knew that something was wrong
Asked if what our relationship had before was all gone
I denied it and said our bond has never been so strong
What a bluff. I can't believe I kept lying for so long
I knew that you would find it all out eventually
The terrible things I did while you were out earning your degree
Finally came with the courage and the integrity
To tell you the evil I'd done so unquestionably
At that time I knew our love had come to a conclusion
Broke her heart in half while I lived in an illusion
Wanted to feel fine so I put her in seclusion
Added upon the lies and blamed it on confusion
I threw our amazing memories out into the trash
I can't believe I didn't realize the beauty of what we had
All together it had me left feeling just abashed
But ignored it and blocked it out just hoping it would pass
It was so stupid that I would fall for lust
Looking back now, it fills me with disgust
This left the both of us feeling crushed
I should've never broken your trust
I lived a double life and lied for far too long
Told everyone we were never together and left her crying alone
Broke her heart into pieces. I was so selfish
Is there anyway you can forgive my teenage mistakes
Sometime had gone by and I found out I was suffering
The new life I was living was so discomforting
And in the back of my head I heard the muttering
You don't know what you got until its gone was uncovering
Two more years down the drain trapped with a terrible person
The bad experiences left me feeling hurting
Thought to fix it all it would take would to be start overworking
Take my mind off things but all it led was disconcerting
So early in the morning I came knocking at your door
Your mom came and answered; didn't remember me from before
It was still dark in the sky. It was only four
Then she remembered and let me in. I was crying on your floor
Regained my composure and called you up later
Upon realizing you filled with rage and called me traitor
There's no way to blame her because I did violate her
Can we bring back the past and have what we were
I don't know, but we hung out that day
Went to your uni- so I could convey
Try to catch up and bring back old days
I should've known it couldn't be back to that way
I lived a double life and lied for far too long
Told everyone we were never together and left her crying alone
Broke her heart into pieces. I was so selfish
Is there anyway you can forgive my teenage mistakes
What was supposed to be our future has now become our past
I don't know how I let my conscience slip away so fast
The orange leaf charm you gave me has now become recast
Before it was a resemblance of the love we had amassed
First I dropped it off and left it on your doorknob hanging
But your mom found it first and held onto it and I'm thanking
She gave it back to me but I know it can't be like it was then
Now its become a symbol to remind myself to never cheat again
I lived a double life and lied for far too long
Told everyone we were never together and left her crying alone
Broke her heart into pieces. I was so selfish
Is there anyway you can forgive my teenage mistakes

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