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F*ck it, you know?
I wish that I wasn't so alone
I wish that my house felt more like a home
Sometimes I pretend that I'm fast asleep
Dreaming of a world existing without me
I sit by myself in the crowded room
My desire to create starts to bloom
I just want to be someone to somebody
But first I have to prepare to be nobody
No one knows, and it shows
That I am below
Surface level, not a rebel
I shake hands with the Devil
To become invisible is my only goal
So I can slip away without control
Of my body, somethings off with my body
Who am I to be somebody
In this world
I lie awake, a big mistake
As my fears, they start to wake
And all I can do is sit in my room
And cry and cry like it's all I can do
As I write this song, my fears come along
That I am the one in the wrong
The words don't translate into the things that I hate
Good God I need a clean slate
So when I open my eyes
Much to my surprise
I'm still here, filled with fear
Staring like a deer in headlights
'Cause tonight, there is hope
And ways to cope with pain
I used this song
As a way to get along with myself
And I survived the night
Surface level, not a rebel
As I shake hands with the Devil
To become invisible is my only goal
So I can slip away without control

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