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Elamar Deshae

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Momma crying bout them bills what am I gonna do
I wanna to buy a tool I just wanna go to school
By a couple pounds by another book a two
this is life or death but I don't pick and choose
heard the game is dead but I didn't come to lose
I've been damaged now my heart is looking black and blue
I found my mama in a CC gf woman and she cut me loose
conversations in the mirror asking for the truth

I was lost
Trying to get back home
I still cry seeing dead faces on my phone
My nigga wrote a letter said he's really missing home
My daddy left when I was young he left me on my own
Now I'm grown
I keep burying trauma when it's show
Mary Jane always come for me when I'm alone
Walking in the rain trying to remember my name
My homie on the Cain, he ain't been acting the same
Burning on some gas, Trying hard to laugh
I haven't been the same my bitch treated me like trash
My nigga did the  same, put a knife all in my back
Off a sack, I found my therapy within this rap
My momma said she love me? I couldn't say it back
Being transparent with a bitch is something that I lack
The worst type of pain you can't see and that's a fact
Off a pack, when I'm chasing stacks nights want me clapped

I got the devil in my ear talking to me slow
Going through the pain is the only way to grow
Dancing in the rain, where I let my feelings go
My sister said she proud of me she noticing the growth
Every time I rap, I've been improving my flow
Cautious with ya energy, be careful what you sow
Trying hard to cope with the feeling I don't show

Can you  say my name
If you really know me
I need something real
Cause all of these bitches phony
Alimony
I done heard it all
If I needed you
Would you answer the phone when I called
Focused on a check
I can never miss a step
Breaking necks
Acing test
Helps to minimize the stress
I'm too blessed
to worry bout a nigga or a set
working on my reps
I've gotta take the pressure off my chest
I'm so nice
When I start to write I can right my wrongs
With songs
I start to feel alive and really strong
Found my purpose with a pen and Now I'm really on
Elamar
Ain't no double R
Born to be a star
Going far
Came a long way from driving my granny car
With scars
Life is such a bitch she played a part
100 stitches in my Fucking neck
No I'm not upset
Forgiving and forget
Let go of hate in my chest

I got the devil in my ear talking to me slow
Going through the pain is the only way to grow
Dancing in the rain, where I let my feelings go
My sister said she proud of me she noticing the growth
Every time I rap, I've been improving my flow
Cautious with ya energy, be careful what you sow
Trying hard to cope with the feeling I don't show

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