ALL ALONE

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You turn me up?
I think it went down
Yeah

I get up, lost in a zone that I cannot escape
Flashbacks off the trauma in the past that I've faced
My thoughts can't move straight, it's trapped in a maze
Worst part is all the obstacles I always create on my own
That's where I find a place to roam in solace away from the causes of all my problems
I can't see the trees from the forest
The forest is happiness that I need but can't seem to acknowledge, instead
I see the bark off the anguish stuck in my head, its details already memorized
It keeps me energized, because the truth will be my demise
But here I am, still going and going, and that's why

I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone now
I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone

All alone, all alone
Is feeling I can't shake no matter the predicament
I know I'm loved, I tell myself that I'm feeling it
But I'm tired of forcing the narrative, not believing it
See accepting that people actually care
Is a hurdle I move slower to jump over
The ones who are closer, to my heart that is guarded
Don't know that I view them as liars, negative choirs
How could you possibly love me for who I am
I'm struggling to grasp it, help me understand
Have you looked at my life and looked at my mistakes?
How is it possible you give love but not hate?
And yet you do so I'll take it
A smile around my friends and family, man I'll fake it
I can't escape it, I can't erase it
Riding with my pain, relying on my shame
It keeps things running in my brain

I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone now
I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone

All alone, all alone
The cacophony in my mind is struggling to find peace
Become far too fond of a dark beast that I'm
Scared I'll be nothing if it's ever released
Because it drives me, fuels me, binds me, boosts me
The silence the violence brings, it sooths me
The only time I'm truly one with me
But I don't wanna change it, I refuse to change it
In a land where I'm living as a better man
Holding the hand of the one who holds my wedding band
Happy with all I've done and all my future plans
Then interrupts a voice bringing me back
It tells me wake up, wake up, you're dreaming of a girl
That you made up, made up, she'll never be your world
Saying wake up, wake up, you're dreaming of a girl
That you made up, made up, wake, wake up, wake up

I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone now
I get high when I'm in my pain
I feel low when I just can't change
I'm controlled when I'm with my own
I'm at home when I'm all alone

I get high when I'm in my pain
(Higher in my pain)
I feel low when I just can't
(Low when just can't change)
I'm controlled when I'm with my
(Controlled with my own)
I'm at home when I'm all alone
(Home when I'm alone)

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