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Lil Snipez

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I just wish I was normal
Wish I was like everybody else
Not even my own friends like me
So how the f*ck am I supposed to like myself?
Hurting myself, everyday feels like hell
Everything that I say is a cry for help
I'm not doing very well
They can tell
And I'm useless, I don't have the right to talk
Tying nooses, maybe I should just f*ck off
F*ck love, I'll get addicted to drugs
And maybe then I can escape the fucking thought
I-I don't fit in
Sorrow that I sit in
F*ck dying, but, f*ck living
I've been making poor decisions
I just always fucking give in
Kill me, drill me, I don't feel like me
I'm surprised that my friends fucking still want me
I-I've been thinking 'bout her, but I'm too ugly
And I don't know how my parents fucking still love me
I'm broken, I'm not normal
I broke all my fucking morals
Always yell, I think I do need help
Or I'll just kill myself, after all I'm
Fucking mortal
But, I'm not normal
If I die too young my life is done
Don't you dare be mournful
I'm not normal
I don't mean shit
Everywhere I go I don't fucking fit
I'll hurt myself, I'll cut my wrists
But that won't give me reason to exist
I'm stuck with this fucking kid
I don't wanna fucking live
But I have to live
And I talk to everyone, but I know it's just fake
And I know that everybody fucking lies to my face
I know I'm a disgrace, I'm a fucking mistake
Wish I could just throw it all away
Throw it all away
I wish it was okay
I don't wanna wake up
And live another day
Seeing her face
Wish I could meet their standards
Hands crushed by a fucking hammer
F*ck your questions, I want answers
I can't seem to understand her
But I don't understand myself
So how do I like somebody else
When I can't love myself
I'm trapped inside a fucking cell
Everything comes back to you
I hate my brain, I hate her too
I hate my friends, I hate my mood
Why can't I just be someone new?

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