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False Serenity
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(Who's that? Oh, that's Ben) (Oh my God) (Seriously, I tell him that stuff all the time He needs to just like... What are you reading?) (I'm not gay, but Mongolian throat-singing, man) (Ooh, that's a look) (That's an awfully hot coffee pot) (Haha) 2018, first day of 8th grade Determined to have a good year right out the dang gate Sounds easy enough. I'll just stick to the same lane That I always have, but this year wasn't a play date It was different from the rest, opposite to the others That's when I lost Nathan; he was like my second brother But now he's gone 'cause he said that I had changed In a bad way. It's sad to say, but I'm really bothered by it Still to this day. I feel guilt and feel pain I feel I could've prevented it in a million ways But I guess it don't matter 'cause I was really amazed When he talked to me at Excels prom. Feelin's of strain Entered my brain like rain, every which way in amazement For the first time in three years, we were having a conversation It felt good, but it hurt at the same time He had guts; I'm just glad he don't hate mine And to Abbey I may write, we were happy on date night And though I didn't have feelings, when we happened to break ties It still hurt, but I wish that I hadn't had taken my Anger out so publicly. My bad, let me say my Apologies. It was so bad that all day and night Every bit of this music and this rappin' became my Copin' mechanism when I was sad or enraged tight But either way, I apologize for snappin' in daylight, 'cause Closure is excepting that letting go Is more important than thinking how you can change the past I'm done with fighting this feeling, let's let it go There's nothin' in our power we could've done to make it last I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it I want someone to confide in; I want a best friend But I'm scared to give someone time and an investment 'Cause I swear that they'll dip as soon as were swept in To some overblown drama. I got too many questions Like maybe the problem might be my music I make too many personal songs expressing my two cents And I feel like that drives people away. I'm foolish But hey some people stayed to this day. Are they stupid Or is my music not the problem? I don't know I feel like because of this, my exes, I lost them I put out too much too quick and way too often I should take it slower before I get lost in Writin' rhymes instead of giving friends attention But I lost Nathan and Abbey way before I did this So it's not only that, but I keep hurtin' now I just want to heal. Stick with me as I work this out, 'cause Closure is excepting that letting go Is more important than thinking how you can change the past I'm done with fighting this feeling, let's let it go There's nothin' in our power we could've done to make it last I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it I've lost too many friends to this stupid crap How did it come to this? I didn't shoot for that I just wanted to make everyone feel good and laugh But when I lay vocals, I feel I should put them back So more friends don't drop and leave I've been pondering dropping the mic honestly 'Cause this headspace ain't where I want to be I know hearin' that is what some of y'all want from me But put yourself in my shoes. Envision weeks Were you get a little sleep because you're relentlessly Pourin' your heart into an album, but the only outcome Is your audience ripping it to bits and pieces I'm only 16, but I'm trying my hardest To write from the heart just making true songs And to anybody who hates you gon' be proved wrong Anybody at all. I'll just have to move on 'cause Closure is excepting that letting go Is more important than thinking how you can change the past I'm done with fighting this feeling, let's let it go There's nothin' in our power we could've done to make it last I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it I'm done with looking, looking for happiness In the same place that, same place I lost it
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