Clouded
Nik Yato
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Ay, uh I was 14, trynna turn dreams into reality I saw my own path and followed it without a cavalry But nowadays I'm feeling lost, inside my own head Think I might've paused, think I might be dead But I still see my breath in the mirror Not a ghost nor a god, reflection couldn't be clearer But there's cracks on the glass of my picture frame Have I changed, do I still remember my name? Or is it clouded? Like my vision from the start of this Am I compassionate or just heartless? Book a flight to Jakarta that's where Brian lived My idol's 22, damn my brother's older than you But I still keep both names in my mind One pushed me to create, other loved me my whole life So I write out a page or two I can't forget who I am Keep it humble cos I know who I'm related to Curious as a child Experimented with every single thing that I could think of Didn't care about the results, good or bad Just wanna grow my hair, Monster in my hand Don't bring that energy around here I'll knock your teeth out Clean house then I go sleep between bouts Motherfuckers wanna try me now I've been to hell at 16, y'all can't knock me down My skin glowing like a firefly Try to butterfly through my life Cutting down all the obstacles like a samurai People trynna vilify me, I just nullify Clouds in my blue sky, I can't let that slide And I focus real good, Vyvanse and Prozac Help to keep me in a safe mood I ain't grew up with no silver spoon But they look the part, if I keep dancing will I get them soon? And I've been around a lot of broken hearts Some of them have shown me where I should be placing my trust Last year was a wreck My mind was a mess Avoiding Scorpios cos they fucked my life up with my head Now I sip lemon tea, absolute certainty There ain't no vacancy in my heart Cos I got myself a honeybee, and she buzz Graze her lips with my peach fuzz I ain't trynna copycat, nah we us Catch me in Olinda sipping mint tea Lately I've been feeling like I'm drifting, off Into a place where I'm lost in my thoughts Maybe I don't know the cost of it all I just follow my impulses Need to learn to stop that shit My recklessness has affected this part of my life I'm sick and tired of trying to stay in sight I feel like I'm fighting two battles everyday Locked in a state, where I'm just shouting at my brain Don't know what to say So I'm just rambling random sentences I'm so close to the edge that I can feel the air thickening Body going numb, losing track of time Starting to question if my passion really shines I've been rushing all my life I need to slow down, take a break and breathe before the next line But I've been using puff bars, that ain't good for my asthma Popcorn lung, hope it don't turn to cancer I've been trynna cut it out I don't want a cotton mouth But this shit's engrained in my culture Hoping I could reach the brass rings someday Right now it seems like I'm just stuck in replay My first choice counted Maybe my future isn't so clouded I just wanna take a break Maybe chill by a lake Gaze off at the mountains Maybe my future isn't so clouded
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