AFFECTIVE/OK W U
mars zolo
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I don't need sunshine to be bright and early I'm runnin' laps around my brain in a tight 30 To confirm me, I think I need a medal So the curtains stop closin', I collect rose pedals Schizoaffective effectively nukin' All my chance at nobility 'cause my mental been jukin' Like Reggie Bush back up in '05 Ingram back in '09 Thinkin' of jettin' early like a 90's Ritchie Kotite Socially distant before some death was an issue Gettin' verses from people, that shit was Gmail central If a female pin you then we the trio you need Little virgin ass is fine never losin' some sleep On GP, I'm preachin' 'bout the silliest ethics The shit I thinkin' 'bout be blowin' up on bigger than Precious I swear that car behind me 'bout to break in my crib Nevermind, he just turned to get to Broadway Shit I see the sun in the back of my mind And everyone has got to pass on by But I'm good, just gotta take my time If it's alright with you You my makeshift trophy at the end of the race Though they all place far in front of me If you want, I can hide my face If it's alright with you I just been tryin' to let it go Whether that means lyin' or pulled iron, I'll never know I grapple with the mental but I'm still too sentimental To understand that this is forever and not a rental There's a lot about it that never quite stuck If it isn't the heroin, it's a better night's f*ck But what's the vice, is it this chemical device That finally puts my puzzle down when it runs like mice Couldn't tell if it's rejection or natural selection Or the world saying one thing but me not electin' To ever listen to the sermon I would willfully dodge 'Cause I prefer to live in riddles like a cult to a god I guess the subtlety, it's worked in a way I never got the kind of text from you that ruined my day But I haven't got a one and if that sword ain't double-edged I guess it's time to save my mind to keep from lovin' you again So I'll be rappin' 'bout the sun until I think of you then Then I can craft some basic metaphors for puttin' you in And I can claim that I'm romantic and manufacture the tale When really, I'm pedantic and I imagine it well Nobody's strong enough to tell me that it's over or a lost cause Just be happy I'm keepin' sober Quit while I'm ahead, try to break my bread And stop complainin' that she's never even thought of your bed And I agree, there's nothing more that I crave Than a day that I can live without you runnin' my brain But the more I try to empty, it's the more I go insane It's a phase of my brain cells jumpin' like it's a rave Homies say to try, life is too damn short You get to say you took the dive but I'm not quite sure After all this time, after all this lore I'd be so fuckin' embarrassed when there ain't shit to report I used to wanna save you but you killin' it now I thought that's how I'd get you but that's silly right now It's like we traded places but we kept the same faces And the more I show of mine, it's like evacuate the bases The more I look at yours, it ain't so negative Man it's pleasant, I get why I spent that energy It's a tunnel vision I could keep and last 'til I was eighty But that ain't no way to live so I'm takin' what they gave me Maybe I'm a bitch or this is how I'm supposed to cope 'Cause I can't go back to drugs and my mama wouldn't know But I couldn't talk to you because this shit would wig you out I made my bed of nails, I gotta live in it now But this idea of you, it probably isn't accurate I wrote enough about you that I'm probably fuckin' out of it I know that you would laugh me out the motherfuckin' room And it's all in my mistakes and there was nothin' you can do You just a character now, it got out of hand It's likely that you'd hate me seein' all that I am But it makes for something interesting to uninitiated So they ain't opinionated or jaded about the placement My head is on some f*ck shit, cloud to the nines Diagnosed a couple times, they never got the shit right Made me think that I was crazy, that they're guessin' a game 'Cause in reality, they just can't handle how I'm depraved They say that I hallucinate, delusional talk That they can't even trust the way I usually walk That I can never tell that I was doin' it wrong I just dealt by sleepin' long and making dubious songs It's easy, I can say that I was out of control I'll absolve my involvement in this cowardly role Then I can get the sympathy and glory from the crowd That I hit the bottom hard and climbed the f*ck back out I like to play pretend, I've been creative forever So the fact that it's inaccurate is makin' it better I can color in the blanks and capture drama in spirit And everybody's so proud that they would wanna come near it I say I'm introverted but I never did mention That I've been longing for the day that I'm the center of attention I've got a penchant for performative words But I've sent them all my life, no one report that it hurts They tell me that I'm sick but they don't know how If I'm schizo, borderline or if I'm just whacked out Manic depressive maybe, let's give it a look We just know that you're crazy, let's just refer to the books But why am I liar, why an addict or thief Why the f*ck am I not sleeping, do I even fuckin' bleed? My parents always sayin' that they worried for my safety But I'm terrified of dyin' so I know it couldn't take me So breathe a little easier, just please don't fret I'm sure it's all a circus being done in my head I know that I'm dramatic and I jump to the worst I'm sure that I'll feel better once I find all the words I'll pay them back, I just need a little time I'll text a couple friends and say I'm back with the rhymes I'll finally find a girl that I can share and can trust I can shine if you look away from all of the rust I hate the sun in the back of my mind And everyone thinks that I'm not fine But I'm good, I just need my time Is it alright Is it alright with you You're this bullshit prize at the end of the line And I hate that they all place far ahead of me I really gotta hide my face I know it's alright with you If it's alright With you
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