Letter to my brother Suicide Awareness

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Dear Lee bro
I hope you get this letter that I'm writing you
I'm addressing it to heaven to be sent off with them angels now receiving you
The pang I saw you struggle with is over
No more feeling blue
Still it wasn't your time to pass yet so you forced it
Breaking into heaven boy you made it into heaven
I believe it's true
May God reveal it to
Mom
Your family and friends whom are grieving too
With all the things I've been through I thought that I had seen it all yet this was something else
Life is hard no doubt about it yet it's hard to understand like
What could be so bad that can make anybody do this to themselves
Anyways yesterday mom and I was in your room cleaning up
All the clothes you left down on the floor
Yup we had to pick it up
We reminisced on you but it was too cold up in here
Cause you wanna know what's up
Lee you left the window up
So I shut it then I turned the heater up 
Right after that I got caught up in a trance 
Lost in all these thoughts of what you did and how it happened that I had to stop what I was doing
To write down everything I needed said
Before I ended up saying I forgot and even if I did
I must say what you did just made you unforgettable like doomsday
Deeply engraved this tragedy in my memory
Is staying with me til the day that I grow old and grey
And all up in my grave
Though I know we touched base all up on this subject
One too many times so much that I thought I talked you out of it
Never really thought you'd actually go through with it
At least not the way I witnessed it
Straight up it was like a
Wait nah hold up
This was very much a real live horror scene
Worse than any that I've ever seen up in the big screen
And even though it's too late
It makes it plain for me to see now that your pain was more than I could ever fathom
I remember that one time when you said to me
That I was sympathetic and I'd never understand unless I became someone who was empathetic
In other words you tried to place me in your shoes so that I could feel just like you felt too
I couldn't grasp your point of view
All I could do was counsel you
Giving out pointers as to what I thought that I would do had I been in your shoes
Going through the same things that you was going through
Reflecting on my past and my current circumstance had me brainwashed thinking that
If I can do it you could do it too
Now how could I be stupid as a fool
Truth be told now
I done had my share of suicidal thoughts as well
Just never did it cause I didn't believe it but I didn't wanna find out I was wrong 
And wake up in a burning hell
You could call me crazy but it helps me to fully understand that none of us is here to stay for good
So keep your head up
Nothing on this earth will last forever
Have faith and give up never ever
It's hard to say goodbye and let you go Lee til we meet again
But what's done is done and everybody knows that life goes on
So we have no other option but to move on and to stay strong
And I'm letting everybody know today
Who feel they can't take this anymore
Cause their heart and soul feels exceedingly sore
As I see those streams from their cheeks flow
Let them tears pour as those knees hit the floor
Weeping in the presence of the Lord
Asking what for am I still alive
Is there a purpose will I ever feel the joys of the world
That I felt before
They don't see this at the moment but those prayers up over the ceiling soaring
And yes it touched the loving heart of God cause
A broken and contrite heart
God could never ignore getting ready to pour a blessing and a miracle
On that day you'll realize when the evil one destroys
He's the God that restores
On that day you'll praise Him like you never have before
Face down on the floor
Feeling so unworthy as you worship Him with all your
Heart, mind, body, and soul
So don't worry that's just what he wanted
Those that worship Him in spirit and in truth
Don't believe me then ask my brother up in heaven
He already met Him
Am I right Lee?
I remember what you used to tell me when you introduced me
He's not like my brother he is my brother
I don't ever say you're like my brother
Cause man you are my brother
Those the words that came up out of you
Boy you are my brother
Rest in peace Lee
I'm writing you this letter
I sent it off with those angels that are with you

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