JOKER
Northside
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Ya We the north Merry fucking Christmas I never fucking got the point of Christmas Maybe I did back when I was a child But that was before I was scared Ya see Christmas Reminds me that I'm not fucking happy I'm looking for something that I don't know if I can truly find Hopefully this year I can find it I say what I want I say what I mean You force me to be someone that I can't truly be It's like they shove knife threw the skin of my face So I'm always smiling but deep down you know that ain't the case I laugh like the joker Smiling equals pain Im sick of all these lights that tell it's Christmas again I laugh like the joker Snow is frozen rain Icy water falls enhancing demons in my brain Oh Hello Didn't see ya there I'm clown I'm happy so why the f*ck are you so scared I swear to god I'm happy cuz this smile is what I wear Ah f*ck this shit it's scars my cheeks and heart are fucking teared Why do you even care You wouldn't even dare Tell anyone you talk to me because I'm mentally impaired They say Christmas time is fun They say Christmas time is joy It's like Santa made me in his shop I get treated like a toy Using me tricking me while I have the battery But when my battery goes dead you abandon me Instead of replacing my batteries Helping me to breathe You dispose of me so quickly and leave me to plead on my knees Feel like I'm on ventilator with COVID-19 PTSD brings suffocating anxiety Hey it's Christmas time press pause on your problems for the day Bitch there's no remote so life is always left on play The earth is still spinning Them demons think their winning They're giving me that grinchy attitude that ain't appealing These bitches equal waste Toxic might I say Step in my shoes and let's put a smile on that face I say what I want I say what I mean You force me to be someone that I can't truly be It's like they shove knife threw the skin of my face So I'm always smiling but deep down you know that ain't the case I laugh like the joker Smiling equals pain Im sick of all these lights that tell it's Christmas again I laugh like the joker Snow is frozen rain Icy water falls enhancing demons in my brain Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Laugh like the joker Hey what's good I think I understood Christmas is still a day with pressure to take off your hood But I get it It's comfy You have to truly be F*ck all this pressure that is given by society Christmas in America becomes Comerica Buy this buy that so you cover all your fucking struggles up Not all the money in existence buys happiness You have to work takes time and pain but that don't take a fucking rest Ya see America makes Christmas so hyped up in peoples eyes They spend all their money hoping their struggles will die People spend all their money on a bunch of useless shit Half of it don't get used and it ends up in a fucking closet While corporate powers walk away with endless money No one in this scenario is ever truly happy Christmas is a day and some people are in pain So before you call me grinch let's see if you can hang Christmas bells are ringing, ringing It's so painful ears are stinging Christmas bells are ringing, ringing Feel my pain I need some healing Christmas bells are ringing, ringing It's so painful ears are stinging Christmas bells are ringing, ringing Feel my pain I need some healing Look for all of you who struggle on Christmas time, I get it America preaches to buy your happiness when in reality there's not a price tag on it So if you're not feeling it on Christmas it's okay It's okay Don't let your family give you that bullshit pressure Just because they're happy doesn't mean that you have to be happy It's okay to not be okay
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