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Northside were a British band from Blackley and Moston, Manchester, England. Formed in 1989, they released their only album Chicken Rhythms on Factory Records in 1991. The band became known for their concerts as part of what was the 1990 indie-rave scene. more »

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Ya
We the north
Merry fucking Christmas
I never fucking got the point of Christmas
Maybe I did back when I was a child
But that was before I was scared
Ya see
Christmas
Reminds me that I'm not fucking happy
I'm looking for something that I don't know if I can truly find
Hopefully this year I can find it

I say what I want
I say what I mean
You force me to be someone that I can't truly be
It's like they shove knife threw the skin of my face
So I'm always smiling but deep down you know that ain't the case
I laugh like the joker
Smiling equals pain
Im sick of all these lights that tell it's Christmas again
I laugh like the joker
Snow is frozen rain
Icy water falls enhancing demons in my brain

Oh
Hello
Didn't see ya there
I'm clown I'm happy so why the f*ck are you so scared
I swear to god I'm happy cuz this smile is what I wear
Ah f*ck this shit it's scars my cheeks and heart are fucking teared
Why do you even care
You wouldn't even dare
Tell anyone you talk to me because I'm mentally impaired
They say Christmas time is fun
They say Christmas time is joy
It's like Santa made me in his shop I get treated like a toy
Using me tricking me while I have the battery
But when my battery goes dead you abandon me
Instead of replacing my batteries
Helping me to breathe
You dispose of me so quickly and leave me to plead on my knees
Feel like I'm on ventilator with COVID-19
PTSD brings suffocating anxiety
Hey it's Christmas time press pause on your problems for the day
Bitch there's no remote so life is always left on play
The earth is still spinning
Them demons think their winning
They're giving me that grinchy attitude that ain't appealing
These bitches equal waste
Toxic might I say
Step in my shoes and let's put a smile on that face

I say what I want
I say what I mean
You force me to be someone that I can't truly be
It's like they shove knife threw the skin of my face
So I'm always smiling but deep down you know that ain't the case
I laugh like the joker
Smiling equals pain
Im sick of all these lights that tell it's Christmas again
I laugh like the joker
Snow is frozen rain
Icy water falls enhancing demons in my brain

Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker
Laugh like the joker

Hey what's good
I think I understood
Christmas is still a day with pressure to take off your hood
But I get it
It's comfy
You have to truly be
F*ck all this pressure that is given by society
Christmas in America becomes Comerica
Buy this buy that so you cover all your fucking struggles up
Not all the money in existence buys happiness
You have to work takes time and pain but that don't take a fucking rest
Ya see America makes Christmas so hyped up in peoples eyes
They spend all their money hoping their struggles will die
People spend all their money on a bunch of useless shit
Half of it don't get used and it ends up in a fucking closet
While corporate powers walk away with endless money
No one in this scenario is ever truly happy
Christmas is a day and some people are in pain
So before you call me grinch let's see if you can hang

Christmas bells are ringing, ringing
It's so painful ears are stinging
Christmas bells are ringing, ringing
Feel my pain I need some healing
Christmas bells are ringing, ringing
It's so painful ears are stinging
Christmas bells are ringing, ringing
Feel my pain I need some healing

Look for all of you who struggle on Christmas time, I get it
America preaches to buy your happiness when in reality there's not a price tag on it
So if you're not feeling it on Christmas it's okay
It's okay
Don't let your family give you that bullshit pressure
Just because they're happy doesn't mean that you have to be happy
It's okay to not be okay

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