Never Be The Same
J Witt
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Sometimes man Sometimes it all just feels like too much Like you just try to find a way to not feel anything at all ya know? Another night I sit in the floor With my guitar I strum another chord Need a drink so I reach into the drawer F*ck a glass man, I don't even pour Said I wasn't gonna drink anymore Hearts beating fast, I'm praying to the Lord Cause now I'm staring down this forty bore Cause this fucking girl shook me to my core Everyday in my head's a war Damn and I thought that it was bad before Shoulda never opened up another door But now it's gotten too bad to ignore Cause my heart is torn and my chest is sore I'll never ever love again, yeah that's what I swore Now I swear to God that I can smell the perfume that she wore Now I am falling, can still hear her calling I'm squalling, I'm crawling, I'm gone! Now I know I'll never be the same I swear I'm about to go insane I don't know what's up inside my brain There's no way I can explain I cannot describe this pain Why the f*ck do I feel so ashamed? I guess I'll take all the blame I don't know what else to say I swore I'd never trust again I shoulda stuck to the plan I shoulda turned tail and ran Now it feels like I'm stuck in hell again No one ever even asks me how I've been I wouldn't even know where to begin I can't even talk to my friends They ain't walked my walk, no one understands Everyday now I'm feeling worse Doesn't even help me to lay a verse I just yell and jump and scream and fucking curse You don't even know how bad this fucking hurts Any day now I might leave this fucking earth Just close me up inside a fucking hearse Just drop me six feet deep into the fucking dirt Tell my boss I ain't gonna be at work I wonder how I'd be remembered Hopefully not for my temper Hopefully not for the liquor That I keep flowing through my liver Hopefully not as a sinner Or the bad decisions that I tend to Make but at least I'm not a quitter Just a tough spitter, who the f*ck am I kidding? Now I'm done trying, my life is a lie and I'm crying, I'm dying, I'm gone! I'll never be the same again I don't even know when this began Couldn't face my problems so I turned and ran How can I even call myself a man? I'ma die alone in my room, in the gloom Feeling doomed, all this shit looms Over me, can't even go to sleep I need the sober me but I'm so low and weak Why does my past haunt my present? I don't know if it'll last forever Wish it'd go by fast and I'd get better If I die soon then I guess this is my letter It's true I'll never be the same I tried to learn from my mistakes At least I stepped up and took the blame I tell the truth and own it like a man I'm tired of always feeling stressed out I'm tired of trying to change my past routes I'm tired of living in this glass house But I'm too scared to to try and smash out I could prolly really use a therapist but I'd rather jump off of Everest I guess that I'm a pessimist, My thoughts are like fucking terrorists Attacking me, I never wished for this My happiness is counterfeit And I always know whenever it Shows up it'll leave pretty quick When my depression hits, I don't dare resist I just ball my fist and write a rhyme to spit So I don't slice my wrist, my whole life consists Of always being pissed, why do I exist? Now I am leaving, don't waist your time grieving You don't need me, you deceived me, I'm gone! Nothing's gonna be the same for me Now I'm gonna count one, two then three Coughing, choking, I can't feel my knees Grabbing my throat I can't fucking breathe It's all going black now I can't see Did it for real this time now I'm free Not as hard as movies make it seem And I got it all on Instagram live stream Then I wake up, now it's morning, it's over I'm right back where I was, I don't wanna be sober I had a bad dream or is this heaven?
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