Not Myself
Big Chino
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Stuck in a world that I don't even know Is this rock bottom goddamn it's so low As I'm lookin out my cage and I already know That the answer to my question is a firmly put no Pitch black all around and the air is so cold Only pencil and a sheet of paper growing out mold That keeps me company in here while I slowly grow old But they say that freedom's good least that's what I'm told Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me Seems like depression got the better of me Once again here we are rooted in like a tree But the tree can grow itself as it wants and it's free I'm locked in this cage it's not how I wanna be Honestly here I am spacing out in my car With a thousand yard stare my mind's blank and too far Playing Weaker by SC6RZ but I'm weaker due to scars That I never acknowledge leaving wounds as they are Leaving wounds I get untouched watching rivers flow with red It is better if I bleed out with no thoughts up in my head? Is that the case I can save the other people here instead I wanna quell the rage I hold instead of making that shit spread I know I'm not myself it's just a side effect of Hades In reality I don't want a single soul to truly hate me I don't wanna feel No Love and have the people say they Hate Me Cause the demon in my body just won't let me be me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me It's a shame it doesn't seem that I can take my own advice When I told No Love that his life is the price If he lives it in his head but I've done this shit twice I don't have the right to speak if I'm being real precise Practice what you preach now it's biting my ass Kinda wishing I could see through the rose-colored glass But I'm living in my head no color on the glass As I stumble right through life taking shots from the glass Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me From becoming this thing that I know isn't me
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