Not Myself

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Big Chino

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Stuck in a world that I don't even know
Is this rock bottom goddamn it's so low
As I'm lookin out my cage and I already know
That the answer to my question is a firmly put no
Pitch black all around and the air is so cold
Only pencil and a sheet of paper growing out mold
That keeps me company in here while I slowly grow old
But they say that freedom's good least that's what I'm told

Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me

Seems like depression got the better of me
Once again here we are rooted in like a tree
But the tree can grow itself as it wants and it's free
I'm locked in this cage it's not how I wanna be
Honestly here I am spacing out in my car
With a thousand yard stare my mind's blank and too far
Playing Weaker by SC6RZ but I'm weaker due to scars
That I never acknowledge leaving wounds as they are
Leaving wounds I get untouched watching rivers flow with red
It is better if I bleed out with no thoughts up in my head?
Is that the case I can save the other people here instead
I wanna quell the rage I hold instead of making that shit spread
I know I'm not myself it's just a side effect of Hades
In reality I don't want a single soul to truly hate me
I don't wanna feel No Love and have the people say they Hate Me
Cause the demon in my body just won't let me be me

Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me

It's a shame it doesn't seem that I can take my own advice
When I told No Love that his life is the price
If he lives it in his head but I've done this shit twice
I don't have the right to speak if I'm being real precise
Practice what you preach now it's biting my ass
Kinda wishing I could see through the rose-colored glass
But I'm living in my head no color on the glass
As I stumble right through life taking shots from the glass

Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm in a cage and I'm writing my plea
That I'm too scared to voice to a certain degree
It's no wonder not a single soul really knows me
Looks can be deceiving on the surface I'm me
But deep below I'm a cage kinda wish I was free
Kinda wish I had the power so I could just go and stop me
From becoming this thing that I know isn't me

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