Numb Up (feat. Coco XL)

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Carvel Ray

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I remember that nudge in my gut like I should talk to him
I walked right by him on that bus, feeling awkward
Too scared to follow the spirit, this fear in me kills the love
He passed away on Sunday, called it a tragic accident
I remember feeling, it wasn’t numb
I remember thinking I could change the world, that’s still not done
Gotta long road ahead, dull pain in my chest
The pleasure is less in things that I used to love
I remember looking in the mirror, hating what I see
I wanna get away, just wanna feel free
I’ll escape from this world, but I can’t escape from my disease
I feel heavy like a stone heart is what I’m meant to heave
I’ve been diagnosed with a case of the blahs
Isolation cultivates this illness 'til I’m gone
Just hold the phone and hold your applause
Hold a bowl because I’m still feeling nauseous
You don’t have to numb up the pain that way
We’ve come so far and this stallion they can’t break
So take a chance and let’s make a change
Keep on fighting, despite the hits you take
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
Why do I think that I’ll find relief if I OD?
Why do I hide all this pain inside from my homies?
Can they not see through this smile that I’m crying for help?
I put every single thing in my life in front of my health
I know you think you walk this path alone
But you’re not alone
And you can always call on me
When there is no one left to phone
I’ll be right there by your side just to help you make it home
I’m still kicking and still fighting
I got so much left to live for
Every breath I take is a chance for me to give more
Bro I promise everything will be okay
Even though it hardly ever seems that way
Sun is smiling outside with the cool shades
And I haven’t left my bed in a few days
Weekends were the worst days, yeah
Now I’m living every day like my birthday
You don’t have to numb up the pain that way
We’ve come so far and this stallion they can’t break
So take a chance and let’s make a change
Keep on fighting, despite the hits you take
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
I try to remember, I try to be better
I try to repent after I try to get severed
I’m trying to numb up the pain bingeing Netflix
I'm trying to forget the times I’m embarrassed
Try to reach up, my arms aren’t long enough
Try to keep up, my lungs aren’t deep enough
My heart is numbed up, I still try to seek love
Father said you keep on trying, that’s why I love you son
Not alone, though it feels like it sometimes
Caught a cold, corona fever in my mind
Lost the hope, I was clinging like a life line
But got the gold finally at a high price
Heavenly Father can see your potential
You got His blood inside your veins
It hurts my heart that you’re suffering
But you don’t have to escape
You don’t have to numb up the pain that way
We’ve come so far and this stallion they can’t break
So take a chance and let’s make a change
Keep on fighting, despite the hits you take
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
Nuh nuh nuh numb
No need to numb up
Bought by the blood
Call it red emption

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