My Struggles
Just Joshua
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Erase me that's a thought in my mind I never want to do it but i think i still sense it Daily never brought it in sight now it's growing pretty deep trying to eat me alive so Lately i'm stuck and been blinded by the madness and the overwhelming bad thoughts combined i'm getting Lazy to stand up and decide persue my dreams and setting all my sad thoughts aside i want to Hide instead of just enjoying the ride i've been Defied to get away from what im feeling inside i'm getting Tired of the things that just will blur out my sight to see that Life is so exciting just to be like a child i need to Find my goals and dreams and also get back my pride need to Remind myself of all the things I survived and start the Climb the mountains i will be needed to fight need to Rely on my god for iam going to thrive Only when i'm sleeping it will feel like my war rests Reality is cold i'm acting tough wearing four vests These things i'm going trough are pretty rough where the doors at i'm Looking for the keys it ain't enough to restore past it's so frustrating when i give it just my best it Doesn't work out like i thoght feeling more messed then i'm Stuck but the battle just started so now i'm hearing lies but i treat them like warm guests What's going on i think i got struggles because a Brand new day to me feel like a big pile of puzzles i either Stumble upon these four bigger pieces regardless of just how Much i will try i'm pretty sure i can't solve em not on my Own in need help from some others i think i'm Too afraid to tell em let's go back to my bunker where i feel comfort get Away from these people of jugdement they think they're Funny but to me they're only breaking my structures I'm bored on one day can't ignore the front page in my head there is a stupid storm on sunday work is Paused but one break will just lanche a strong pain that's a Danger for me for when i'm bored it's not great should i Talk about it hope this will restore it someday let it Out and eventually find the cause of my pain and Realize that this struggle is maybe all just one phase getting Concious of the fact that i did fought the wrong way was i that Brightest one no i'm that kid that was so shy and was that Sylenth one then come out of nowhere and then inspire some People with my talents i've been asked why did you hide it Josh well I was just anxious and scared to hear if i was judged I adjust the lights of my darkness before my eye adjusts so I ain't done with that pain then realized that i was wrong now I can't think of a thing from my past what i can triumph from that Life is one big pain in the ass where'd you learned that lying from it's Kinda dumb that that is the main thing i keep relying on that I just walked the same roads with warnings of the wrong directions now I am lost and getting miles away from the highway but i Might need god to push me back upon the right way so I should trust that he will speak to me like a quiet thought be Quiet thoughts they only bring me some nasty lies and doubts and Quite a lot it feels like there's a hole inside like i've been shot then I should start and maybe pull of a giant shrug whoo Let critique pile up never it caused some Issues in my mind i try sleep while i wrestle my sin feels Heavy if i try to get away i see error seems lik you May enjoy the ride but at the end waits some terrors those are the Things that make me feel like i'm at the peak of depression should i just Cover it up and get a weak smile whatever i learned a Method that i need to express my thoughts and obsessions but i just Don't know how to start or about hte way i should enter from just a Talk to my brother to freely walk without luggage light a Cigar to discomfort and just admit that i suffered took down my Walls and discovered had to reach my Arm to this shovel clean out the Hole full of rough dirt to realease some air from my trumpet well i was Wrong about one thing i could escape this alone and Now i feel grateful for being placed on the road the Highway the path to life that i will need to stay on and not to Take a tempted exit for it will lead to get lost lead to get lost lead to get lost lead to get lost
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