Icecold

(am I ice cold, am I ice cold now) Hook: Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down, Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground, Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, I can't hear you now, but you're calling out My callused heart can't hear a sound, Verse1: Other than my, self doubt, I'll let myself out, don't shout, There's absolutely no worse way I could find out now, Wow, but it's fine I'm just vibing, Cruising around town, I'm driving, Got my windows down, grooving with sound, Speakers bumping loud, all this, just hide the fact I'm lying, Dying or surviving, I don't even know, To be honest, I'm just writing, and I'm not writing slow, I'm feeling the flow, just like I'm feeling this road, But I don't feel anything else, maybe my feelings are broke, I don't even know, I don't even know, All I know is all I got is hope, at least I hope, It's not a joke, but I can't help but laugh, A year ago I would've never looked back, Or wrote that in a track, on this pad with a pen, But then again, I was probably as immature as you are now, back then, back when, I had lots of friends, Few were more than that, Had my share of backstabes, and pats on the back, I've lost track, in fact, but the fact remains true, The more and more you give means You have that much more to lose, So love is a choice you willingly choose, knowing you might end up alone, beaten, broken and bruised Hook: Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down, Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground, Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, I can't hear you now, but you're calling out My callused heart can't hear a sound, Verse 2: And the beauty of my God, is that life's not fair, I was never gone, but it's the same out there, Am I scared? Yeah probably, I'd dumb not to be, Dumbstruck by the grace he has given me, He took, one for the team, he's all you'll ever need, Hard to believe, so he becomes a distant memory, So deep, when my heart gets cold, I tend to forget, get out the ice picks again, start the dig, They say good things, come to those who wait, But what happens when the wait becomes More than you can take, Do you break, from the weight, Do you wait, take a break, maybe act like nothings wrong, save face, become fake, Or is it really brave? To take it with you down to the grave, Bare it all for other's sake? I don't really know, that's why I come to you to ask, Even you prayed as a man, So I guess I must be on the right track, Take a step back, and see, all you've done for me, All you've done for free, But it wasn't free for you, you had to die on Calvary, Split the veil, like you split the sea, Gradually, showing me what love was meant to be, It's a sacrifice, plain and simple, It's pain to our temples, insane it's mental, But it ripples, Through time and space, love and grace, They conquer all, and make hearts thaw, So when I'm Frozen in place, I see the truth, You are love, they're one in the same, And in the end all I need to do, is choose to love you. Hook: Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, Can you thaw me out, 'cause I'm falling down, Catch me now, don't let me hit the ground, Am I ice cold, am I ice cold now, Get your picks out, get your ice picks out, I can't hear you now, but you're calling out My callused heart can't hear a sound,