Rush

I can't help but follow in spite of going insane For I know you'll swallow the whole of my pain I'm stepping out of the light to feel what darkness can sow I stare at the dead red lie...just one glance and I know All disguised beneath the smile of the temptress, siren, evil child The devil's sweetest whore Cause you're feeding the fire within me Cause you're making me feel so alive Cause it's only the end of the suffering and I?m drowning in this rush I was down, now flying...going nowhere fast There's no denying I need this feeling to last I breathe in and get higher and the ache fades from sharp to dull The knives of desire...I feel them all A thousand cuts still leave me cold Give me more this soul's been sold and I hope this time I won't wake up dead Don't blame yourself for what you can't ignore? Don't blame yourself for wanting more and more Flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths I love the rush of death...